School/Rantings..oh joy
School has started...remind me again of my motivation?
It's already driving me insane..it's really stressful for some reason. Hmm..first hour, english with Keely, probably my only decent class..second hour chemistry is a class filled with high school drama and guranteed homework, band is always easy, fourth hour studio art that should be okay..if i dont procrastinate tooo much...fifth hour pre-cal is boring and also guranteed homework, sixth hour french at EAST is probably my least favorite class i've ever had, ever. My entire day just feels....messy. Does that make sense? It does to me...I'm already putting off my homework. Oh well. I'll just do the same song and dance i've always done to keep my grades up. Hopefully...
I wonder if things are going to stay this way. Right now, things are great in my relationship. Even though we haven't seen each other...it's going great. I hope that time only changes things for the better. It's been a week now...only two more days (knock on wood, though =*( ). It's really really really hard. I'm trying my best to deal with it. But it's hard. Beyond hard. Hopefully it will become easier as we adjust to it.....I miss you.
I felt the need to write more..but now I don't really feel like it..my head really hurts..why the eff have i been complaining so much lately? Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhbananaphone
It's already driving me insane..it's really stressful for some reason. Hmm..first hour, english with Keely, probably my only decent class..second hour chemistry is a class filled with high school drama and guranteed homework, band is always easy, fourth hour studio art that should be okay..if i dont procrastinate tooo much...fifth hour pre-cal is boring and also guranteed homework, sixth hour french at EAST is probably my least favorite class i've ever had, ever. My entire day just feels....messy. Does that make sense? It does to me...I'm already putting off my homework. Oh well. I'll just do the same song and dance i've always done to keep my grades up. Hopefully...
I wonder if things are going to stay this way. Right now, things are great in my relationship. Even though we haven't seen each other...it's going great. I hope that time only changes things for the better. It's been a week now...only two more days (knock on wood, though =*( ). It's really really really hard. I'm trying my best to deal with it. But it's hard. Beyond hard. Hopefully it will become easier as we adjust to it.....I miss you.
I felt the need to write more..but now I don't really feel like it..my head really hurts..why the eff have i been complaining so much lately? Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhbananaphone