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Alright!
For your entertainment, and mine, I have written something secretive to/for/about each of my livejournal friends, and some others whom i know read my lj ;), for you to peruse. So, basically, if your eyes are passing over this at all, there's something about you on here. I promise. A handful have two, and few special people have three ;). So, without further ado:
1. I don't really like you. (And I've never really even acted like I do.) I think you're kind of a jerk. A lot of others really seem to be, but i'm just not impressed.
2. When I first met you, I was super impressed, and I thought you were great. But sadly, I kind of now know that you're a little bit fake. =(
3. I feel really, really guilty whenever I share the great happenings in my life with you...because you haven't really had anything concrete lately, and I feel like a bad person.
4. Thanks for being a complete douche when I really needed someone. Actually, come to think of it, thanks for being a complete douche in general lately.
5. I lied. I never really liked you.
6. I know that you just read number five and thought that it was about you, but it's not. This one's about you. The person in number five will think that I forgot to include them on this, but I didn't. Anyways, for you, I have to tell you that I have a lot of respect for you. A lot. You have no idea, really. You seem to get a lot of negativity thrown at you, and I can kind of relate in a few aspects. I felt like crap doing what I did...I know words can seem so empty, but mine aren't. I guess you just have to trust me on that one.
7. Have you ever met someone and you just...really wanted to be their friend, a LOT, and you don't know why? Well, I felt like that when I met you, and I've never really expressed it because you'd probably think I'm really creepy.
8. I'm worried about you. You don't think I really pay attention to you, I'm sure, but I've noticed a few very small, insignificant things you say/write in passing, and I think I see something in them. I hope I'm mistaken, but if I'm not, I hope you have someone there for you.
9. We've been through a loooot of crazy stufffff already...but for whatever reason it's only made me like you more =).
10. I admire you. A lot of people say negative things about you, and I'm sure you know they do..and you get a LOT of stuff thrown at you that most people NEVER have to deal with, and everyone knows it yet everyone gives you a hard time. I think that's extremely unfair. I know I sometimes..am a little less-than-nice to you, but honestly, I'm jealous of you.
11. You're SWEET. I like you a LOT. You're great to talk to. I sometimes wish I hadn't said "no" to you about homecoming..but whatever. That's long in the past.
12. I had a dream about you last night. You and ______ got back together, and you were at your house, and so was I. Someone had managed to strange/choke your pet, and his/her neck was bleeding profusely. I was extremely upset over something catastrophic, and was having a hyperventilation-type panic attack..you were the only person that could help me and you didn't. You ignored me. Sadly, I find this dream an excellent representation of reality.
13. I kind of had a crush on you for quite awhile...From the time that we met. But I figured that as usual, you were way "out of my league".
14. I have to admit, I kind of stereotyped you a bit. Okay, a lot. I didn't realize that I was wrong until I read your livejournal. You're extremely smart.
15. Sometimes you say and do things that get under my skin...I try my best to ignore them...but ahhhh sometimes I can't. I love you so frickin much though.
16. You...confuse....me. I don't honestly know if we're friends or not. At all.
17. I think that you and I have an extremely deep connection. I know I like you more than you like me, and I sometimes am a little sad about that but hey..at least you like me some.
18. Since summer began, you've REALLY shown your true (wonderful) colors, and disproved a lot of negative things I'd been thinking about you. I think being away from school for a bit has done you wonders....
19. EVERYONE loves you, but I disagree with some of the choices you make. I really do..that's somewhat hypocritical of me, I know..but hey, I'm only human.
20. I'm jealous of you because your parents let you do WHATEVER you want, and you're younger than me...but you still have a lot to learn. (I know you'll do magnificantly though).
21. Something about you rings untrue. I can't help but feel a tiny bit suspicious of some things you say...=(
22. I know you least of everyone on here, but I can say that from what I can tell, you're one of the most original and genuine people I've ever met.
23. What the heck am I gonna do when you move away???!!!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!
24. I'm super scared that you're gonna realize how unattractive, stupid, boring, and just plain not-worthy I am, and act accordingly. =(
25. You're one of the only people I can be myself with. Thank you.
26. You're the person I'm going to miss the most in my day-to-day life.
27. I wish that I had one fifth of the inner beauty that you posses. (Hey, some of that outer beauty wouldn't hurt either!).
28. I wrote another one about you because even though you are sometimes kinda stupid and have little regard for the feelings of others, there are times when you'd do anything to help a friend, including me, and for that I'm thankful.
29. You said something last night that made me very, very happy. Though I didn't show it =(, it's one of the best things someone has ever said to me.
There ya go! Go ahead and guess,if you feel like it, and if you're right maybe I'll tell you!
some of these were kinda negative..i apologize. ..That was a great way to kill an hour!
PS- I added more, yaaaaay! ..I just thought of them last night. =)
For your entertainment, and mine, I have written something secretive to/for/about each of my livejournal friends, and some others whom i know read my lj ;), for you to peruse. So, basically, if your eyes are passing over this at all, there's something about you on here. I promise. A handful have two, and few special people have three ;). So, without further ado:
1. I don't really like you. (And I've never really even acted like I do.) I think you're kind of a jerk. A lot of others really seem to be, but i'm just not impressed.
2. When I first met you, I was super impressed, and I thought you were great. But sadly, I kind of now know that you're a little bit fake. =(
3. I feel really, really guilty whenever I share the great happenings in my life with you...because you haven't really had anything concrete lately, and I feel like a bad person.
4. Thanks for being a complete douche when I really needed someone. Actually, come to think of it, thanks for being a complete douche in general lately.
5. I lied. I never really liked you.
6. I know that you just read number five and thought that it was about you, but it's not. This one's about you. The person in number five will think that I forgot to include them on this, but I didn't. Anyways, for you, I have to tell you that I have a lot of respect for you. A lot. You have no idea, really. You seem to get a lot of negativity thrown at you, and I can kind of relate in a few aspects. I felt like crap doing what I did...I know words can seem so empty, but mine aren't. I guess you just have to trust me on that one.
7. Have you ever met someone and you just...really wanted to be their friend, a LOT, and you don't know why? Well, I felt like that when I met you, and I've never really expressed it because you'd probably think I'm really creepy.
8. I'm worried about you. You don't think I really pay attention to you, I'm sure, but I've noticed a few very small, insignificant things you say/write in passing, and I think I see something in them. I hope I'm mistaken, but if I'm not, I hope you have someone there for you.
9. We've been through a loooot of crazy stufffff already...but for whatever reason it's only made me like you more =).
10. I admire you. A lot of people say negative things about you, and I'm sure you know they do..and you get a LOT of stuff thrown at you that most people NEVER have to deal with, and everyone knows it yet everyone gives you a hard time. I think that's extremely unfair. I know I sometimes..am a little less-than-nice to you, but honestly, I'm jealous of you.
11. You're SWEET. I like you a LOT. You're great to talk to. I sometimes wish I hadn't said "no" to you about homecoming..but whatever. That's long in the past.
12. I had a dream about you last night. You and ______ got back together, and you were at your house, and so was I. Someone had managed to strange/choke your pet, and his/her neck was bleeding profusely. I was extremely upset over something catastrophic, and was having a hyperventilation-type panic attack..you were the only person that could help me and you didn't. You ignored me. Sadly, I find this dream an excellent representation of reality.
13. I kind of had a crush on you for quite awhile...From the time that we met. But I figured that as usual, you were way "out of my league".
14. I have to admit, I kind of stereotyped you a bit. Okay, a lot. I didn't realize that I was wrong until I read your livejournal. You're extremely smart.
15. Sometimes you say and do things that get under my skin...I try my best to ignore them...but ahhhh sometimes I can't. I love you so frickin much though.
16. You...confuse....me. I don't honestly know if we're friends or not. At all.
17. I think that you and I have an extremely deep connection. I know I like you more than you like me, and I sometimes am a little sad about that but hey..at least you like me some.
18. Since summer began, you've REALLY shown your true (wonderful) colors, and disproved a lot of negative things I'd been thinking about you. I think being away from school for a bit has done you wonders....
19. EVERYONE loves you, but I disagree with some of the choices you make. I really do..that's somewhat hypocritical of me, I know..but hey, I'm only human.
20. I'm jealous of you because your parents let you do WHATEVER you want, and you're younger than me...but you still have a lot to learn. (I know you'll do magnificantly though).
21. Something about you rings untrue. I can't help but feel a tiny bit suspicious of some things you say...=(
22. I know you least of everyone on here, but I can say that from what I can tell, you're one of the most original and genuine people I've ever met.
23. What the heck am I gonna do when you move away???!!!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!
24. I'm super scared that you're gonna realize how unattractive, stupid, boring, and just plain not-worthy I am, and act accordingly. =(
25. You're one of the only people I can be myself with. Thank you.
26. You're the person I'm going to miss the most in my day-to-day life.
27. I wish that I had one fifth of the inner beauty that you posses. (Hey, some of that outer beauty wouldn't hurt either!).
28. I wrote another one about you because even though you are sometimes kinda stupid and have little regard for the feelings of others, there are times when you'd do anything to help a friend, including me, and for that I'm thankful.
29. You said something last night that made me very, very happy. Though I didn't show it =(, it's one of the best things someone has ever said to me.
There ya go! Go ahead and guess,if you feel like it, and if you're right maybe I'll tell you!
some of these were kinda negative..i apologize. ..That was a great way to kill an hour!
PS- I added more, yaaaaay! ..I just thought of them last night. =)