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Lets see this is most likely going to be the last entry i write.
Im sorry to everyone that i use to be really close to. Im sorry that i changed so much and that im not as nice, that i cant be nice to everyone all the time. Im sorry beause i when i walk by and it gets quiet i know your talking about me cause guess what i do it too.
I just hate it when i walk down the hall and i try to be happy and it use to be so easy to put on my fake smile but it isnt so easy anymore cause no one is at all excited to see me, well maybe a couple people but its not the same. Honestly if i could take back these past 3 months i wouldnt because then i wouldnt understand life and i wouldnt have met people and known them in the ways i do and things could have been alot worse for them.
Wow seriously next time your mean to someone think how it changes there life. They go home and have a horrible night with there parents and family and then oh shit they find some pills and the scissors well its partly your fault too. So just think about it cause ive been through it. You all think your so awesome but really you dont know shit about not being in a perfect little world with perfect little friends well thats what i thought even when it wasnt good at home because i could put on that fake smile cause i had friends that cared but as they lie to me and we grow apart i figure out who the true ones are.
Im truly sorry for the way i act but this is going to be the final entry of mine i think. So please comment if you still want to be my friend and by doing this dont talk shit about me or just dont comment and i wont cry if i dont get any comments because i know that my best friend cant look at my livejournal and she is all that i need to get through life maybe not easily but atleast i know she wont let me lose it!
But alright Comment if you still want to be my friend and if i get a certain amount of comments i might keep this thing updated.
Paige
Im sorry to everyone that i use to be really close to. Im sorry that i changed so much and that im not as nice, that i cant be nice to everyone all the time. Im sorry beause i when i walk by and it gets quiet i know your talking about me cause guess what i do it too.
I just hate it when i walk down the hall and i try to be happy and it use to be so easy to put on my fake smile but it isnt so easy anymore cause no one is at all excited to see me, well maybe a couple people but its not the same. Honestly if i could take back these past 3 months i wouldnt because then i wouldnt understand life and i wouldnt have met people and known them in the ways i do and things could have been alot worse for them.
Wow seriously next time your mean to someone think how it changes there life. They go home and have a horrible night with there parents and family and then oh shit they find some pills and the scissors well its partly your fault too. So just think about it cause ive been through it. You all think your so awesome but really you dont know shit about not being in a perfect little world with perfect little friends well thats what i thought even when it wasnt good at home because i could put on that fake smile cause i had friends that cared but as they lie to me and we grow apart i figure out who the true ones are.
Im truly sorry for the way i act but this is going to be the final entry of mine i think. So please comment if you still want to be my friend and by doing this dont talk shit about me or just dont comment and i wont cry if i dont get any comments because i know that my best friend cant look at my livejournal and she is all that i need to get through life maybe not easily but atleast i know she wont let me lose it!
But alright Comment if you still want to be my friend and if i get a certain amount of comments i might keep this thing updated.
Paige