welcome!
yesterday i helped welcome my sweet nephew, tyler gray, into the world at 7:26 pm. 8lbs 1oz... what a doll. it was a completely different experience this time from when hannah jean was born. hannah bean. bean bean bean so cute. i got to hang out with her & introduce her to her little brother. she was so fascinated with him. we used to ask hannah where tyler was, & she would point to heathers stomach. how cute is that. she seemed very confused that her mommy's tummy wasnt huge anymore. confused about the commotion & not being the adorable center of attention she has been these past 19 months. but she is adorable & i love her & her baby brother.
but yeah, i creeped myself out good. dont know how or why or what exactly it was that caused the creep. i just got creeped. something inside me felt like it was breaking & oozing & squirming at the same time. you know, just when you have an idea about how you think life is & how you want to live your life, something happens to make you question it & your fear of it makes the questioning worse.
ugh.
but tyler is gorgeous, i cant wait to get to know him better.
but yeah, i creeped myself out good. dont know how or why or what exactly it was that caused the creep. i just got creeped. something inside me felt like it was breaking & oozing & squirming at the same time. you know, just when you have an idea about how you think life is & how you want to live your life, something happens to make you question it & your fear of it makes the questioning worse.
ugh.
but tyler is gorgeous, i cant wait to get to know him better.