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and i'm bored.. and lonely... o so lonely. corky took me to tumbleweed today with luke and pat. it made me happy. then we wandered aimlessly around walmart. i am sick. i have brocitis and pharingitis (sp). i haven't taken my meds in like 3 days, and i am soooo freakin angry. i don't wanna be fat anymore. and with my meds, i can't lose weight. and don't give me any bullshit about needing to diet better or exercise more, b/c i won't hear it. it's my meds. i have asked pharmacists and other people and all have said it's my meds. so shut the hell up and leave me alone. i can either be crazy and slightly obese or happy and extremely obese. i pick crazy and slighty obese. until you have ever struggled with your weight at teh age of 19, you don't know how i feel. i ahave a history of eating disorders, too. so i really REALLY don't need to be worrying myself with bulshit weight issues. i hate myself as it is, as i def. don't need to be worried about my weight, too.
i don't know where this was going.
i ::heart:: surveys. they keep me company.
Personal or Currents
Clothing:a perfect circle tee with black pants and chucks
Mood: pissed
Taste: lemonaid
Smell like: i'm sick, i can't smell too good
Hair: blonde
Eyes: green
Age:19
Shoe size: 6
Shoe color: hightop pink and red chucks with hearts on them
Shoe bran: converse
Take a bath once a day, week, or month: day
What u should be doin right now: working on my speech
Last thing u ate: tumbleweed
Last person to talk on the phone: nicky
holding back on a secret: no
If so, what is the secret relating to:
Missing someone: My Grandma Ruby
Care about someone: many someones
Favorites
Movie: right now? hum.....session 9
Cd: pat benetar; greatest hits
Music: classic rock mostly
Band:ben folds five probably ( i know, not classic rock)
Clothes: cheap and comfy
Shoe: chucks
Soda:diet
Drink: water with lemon and equal
Flower: rose and "hens and chickens" or whatever they are called
Color: orange
Class: psychology
Game: catch phrase
Sport: mxc and extreme dodgeball
Food: pasta and steamed veggies
Jewelry: my rins from nicky
Store: hottopic (i know, i'm a poser) target and walmart
Have U Ever
Fought someone: only for my life in at concerts
Been chased by the police: nope
Been grounded or in trouble: like from 2000 to 2002 i stayed grounded
Been in love: am now
Kissed someone: well, yeah
Stolen anything: unfortunately
Shot or held a gun: yup
Moon someone: well yeah!
Thought about someone: yes
Missed someone: yes
Cared about someone more than a friend: these questions are stupid
Take pictures and aren’t allowed to talk about it: like dirty pictures?
Scream at someone:yes sir
Try to choke someone to death:nope
Ever play Truth or Dare: yes
Been dared by someone: yes
If so, what was the dare: that's a stupid question
Played spin the bottle: no
Played strip poker: no
Done something ur not suppose to: yes
Got in trouble because of it: probably
Stayed on the computer more than 4 hours: probably
Or phone: yes
Talked to a stranger: yes
Made out with someone u didn’t no: i always knew their name
*Drunken sprite (yeah!): drank, you mean?
Kicked someone in the nuts: unfortunately, yes
Done a Chinese fire drill: no
A moon-by: heck yeah!
Broken someone’s heart: ??? i don't know if i ever meant that much to anyone. i've probably broken my families' hearts.
Broken anything: your face
Told a secret: yes
Been used: yes, it's my job
Used someone: yes
Gossip: yes
Rolled ur eyes: yes
Spanked someone: why not... it's the cool thing to do.
If so, who? your mom
I Wish I Could: (Yes or NO)
*See someone right now: yes
*Hold someone right now: yes
*Hug someone right now: yes
*Talk to someone right now: yes
*Have a sprite right now: no
i don't know where this was going.
i ::heart:: surveys. they keep me company.
Personal or Currents
Clothing:a perfect circle tee with black pants and chucks
Mood: pissed
Taste: lemonaid
Smell like: i'm sick, i can't smell too good
Hair: blonde
Eyes: green
Age:19
Shoe size: 6
Shoe color: hightop pink and red chucks with hearts on them
Shoe bran: converse
Take a bath once a day, week, or month: day
What u should be doin right now: working on my speech
Last thing u ate: tumbleweed
Last person to talk on the phone: nicky
holding back on a secret: no
If so, what is the secret relating to:
Missing someone: My Grandma Ruby
Care about someone: many someones
Favorites
Movie: right now? hum.....session 9
Cd: pat benetar; greatest hits
Music: classic rock mostly
Band:ben folds five probably ( i know, not classic rock)
Clothes: cheap and comfy
Shoe: chucks
Soda:diet
Drink: water with lemon and equal
Flower: rose and "hens and chickens" or whatever they are called
Color: orange
Class: psychology
Game: catch phrase
Sport: mxc and extreme dodgeball
Food: pasta and steamed veggies
Jewelry: my rins from nicky
Store: hottopic (i know, i'm a poser) target and walmart
Have U Ever
Fought someone: only for my life in at concerts
Been chased by the police: nope
Been grounded or in trouble: like from 2000 to 2002 i stayed grounded
Been in love: am now
Kissed someone: well, yeah
Stolen anything: unfortunately
Shot or held a gun: yup
Moon someone: well yeah!
Thought about someone: yes
Missed someone: yes
Cared about someone more than a friend: these questions are stupid
Take pictures and aren’t allowed to talk about it: like dirty pictures?
Scream at someone:yes sir
Try to choke someone to death:nope
Ever play Truth or Dare: yes
Been dared by someone: yes
If so, what was the dare: that's a stupid question
Played spin the bottle: no
Played strip poker: no
Done something ur not suppose to: yes
Got in trouble because of it: probably
Stayed on the computer more than 4 hours: probably
Or phone: yes
Talked to a stranger: yes
Made out with someone u didn’t no: i always knew their name
*Drunken sprite (yeah!): drank, you mean?
Kicked someone in the nuts: unfortunately, yes
Done a Chinese fire drill: no
A moon-by: heck yeah!
Broken someone’s heart: ??? i don't know if i ever meant that much to anyone. i've probably broken my families' hearts.
Broken anything: your face
Told a secret: yes
Been used: yes, it's my job
Used someone: yes
Gossip: yes
Rolled ur eyes: yes
Spanked someone: why not... it's the cool thing to do.
If so, who? your mom
I Wish I Could: (Yes or NO)
*See someone right now: yes
*Hold someone right now: yes
*Hug someone right now: yes
*Talk to someone right now: yes
*Have a sprite right now: no