May 30, 2005 15:55
i just got home not too long ago. i wanna leave again. isnt that sad.
at least i got away from some of the drama. not all. but my phone didnt work, so noone could call and bug me while i was gone. thank god.
but right now i just wanna leave and forget everything here..all the drama..all the stupid shit...and get away..and maybe not come back. just stay.
since im so quiet, sarcastic, weird, boring, dont have a car, ugly, and just not good enough.. noone would really notice anyways.
all i really want is a car. so i can drive. and ill just drive around by myself.
maybe tomorrow night (b/c tonight im staying at heathers) ill take the car around 3..and just drive. and if i get caught..oh well..im the bad child anyways..who makes horrible grades and decisions. b/c straight a's is still not good enough.
cause im not in enough honors classes.
and im not good enough for guys cuz im quiet, sarcastic, weird, ugly, and dont get out much. but its not my fault. noone ever wants to hang with me.
sorry guys. im pms'n. just let me be.
<3 ahzi