im back...
Wow, i havent updated in a million years. Lets see..i went to detroit to go to my cousin tara's wedding. it was so0o0o sweet. it made me want a guy. like bad. but anyways. me, my mom, sister, and brother drove up there.. it wasnt THAT bad. the first day we got lost and took like an 80 min. detour. oh well..thats my mom for ya. anyways..we stayed in terre haute and then the next day i rode in the back..big mistake. i got sooo carsick. i didnt actually get sick sick but i was nausous. yuck. but we got there... it was soo good to get away for a week. it was a no drama, unstressed week. mostly. there was my whole uncle/aunt thing, b/c it just came out he had been cheating on her for like 25 years... so there was some tension in the house.. but overall it was good. the bride was an hour late. i was w/ her. but it was not our fault. we just got extremly lost. haha. but im not wearing heels for a while. they were KILLING me by the end of the day. but me and my cousin laura really..bonded. i tried to help her get her mind off her dad for the time being..it was hard..but most of the time we laughed about my sister..and tried to get away!! which we did..and i met this H-O-T guy named Adam. who just so happened to think that I was cute. yay for me! cept he lives in detroit..so i dont think anything will happen. but that does give me a super confidence boost. anyways.. on the way back home we stopped by lincolns log cabin..cept it was closed..so we got to see his dad and stepmoms gravesite. and colts stadium. which was fine for me. it was a fun trip. cept i got back.. and i noticed..jonesboro itself just makes me feel... down. the minute i saw "welcome to jonesboro" i just got moody... b/c i knew what all was in here. especially the fact i was going to have to see the guy i like w/ my friend..and i cant do anythign about it. except watch them. every day. and every night. or hear about them. thats my love life for ya tho. and trust me..im not exaggerating. every guy i like its happened.. just ask me. anyways.. i had some fun hanging out w/ can and heather and seth and tyler and roger and..whoever else i forgot. LOL. then heather asked me to go to bluff falls w/ her and her fam. and that was REALLY fun. another stress free..two days haha. but it was good. i got a lil tanner. and i had NO stress. well..some.. found out some interesting facts.. i feel like a lil kid. all my friends have done more than just kiss and..well one more thing. but hell..i havent even made out with a guy. im a freak right? nevermind that was a rhetorical question. i know i am.
<3 ahzi
<3 ahzi