I suck at livejournal
I suck so bad at LiveJournal. Like, seriously, it's not even funny. I don't even know when the last time I logged on LiveJournal was. I haven't responded to any of my friend's blogs and I feel terrible about that :(
I don't understand why I've been so bitter lately. Just horribly, horribly bitter. I can't remember when I started noticing how bitter I was last week, but I definitely flipped in Web Design yesterday when I reluctantly gave Mike my homework on the 'all access' drive on the computer. Doesn't sound too bad, right? But then someone asked HIM for the homework and he said "Yeah, Shay's is on the Q drive just go get it." I fucking flipped! And he was all "Why are you so mad? You're mad over nothing." NOTHING? That's the last time I help him out. He completely shrugged it off and then was like "Wow, Shay's so mad" to the person sitting between us I was like "SRSLY STFU." But to be honest, I probably would have shrugged something like that off too because I'm usually either really mellow or really pissed off.
So then last night was Senior Showcase where all the seniors put together a series of skits/acts. Bre was picking up a sophomore way across town so we went to get her and she reminds me of this freshman I absolutely despise, so I hated her right off the bat for really no reason. Then she wouldn't leave us alone when we got to the Showcase... and then the Showcase sucked x.x It started with a pretty funny movie, and then two piano acts... seriously? It was so fucking boring! I almost left mid second act.
Then tonight I called a friend around 3:45 asking if she'd come over because my sister had a friend over (and is spending the night >.>) and she said Maybe, and usually when she says Maybe it means yes. So I called her at five and asked what she wanted for dinner because my mom was making an order and I figured she'd drive over then and she was asleep! She said she completely forgot and then the call dropped or she fell asleep or something so I just hung up the phone completely pissed because everyone and everything has just been disappointing me left and right lately.
Now to top it all off, I had to go upstairs and get headphones because my dad is watching this one episode of Hannah Montana on TV for the THIRD TIME since he's been home and started watching TV. He started watching at 8. It's 12. Okay, the same episode in four hours. Seriously? Omfg I can't stand it anymore. He just watches the same episodes over and over and over. I don't even watch HOUSE over and over and over >.<
I am not looking forward to a four day weekend next week. That's how mad I am. I'd rather be in school and smack a ho then out of school and stuck in a car for an hour to Lowell for a concert I really don't even want to fucking go to anymore. Avenged Sevenfold really isn't that good live anyway >.>