Jun 09, 2005 17:54
omg this week has been the worst.
ok i dont even know where to start. lets start with a couple of days ago. Well in science we watched this movie about i think like flys. but it had stuff about twins and about this disease with alhzeimers (all timers) && thats a disease that most like old ppl get and it makes them lose there memory and stuff. so yeaa ur probably thinking wat this has 2 do with anything..right?? well u c in the past 1-2 years my grandma has been battling with this disease (alhzeimers) and soo it really gets me upset wen i hear about it (like in the movie) cause theres no cure 4 the disease and some ppl die from it. and i cry everytime some1 talks about it cuase it makes me think of my grandma (whos still alive and all.) but yea soo that was in the movie and it like ruined my whole day cause it make me sooo sad. but yeaa soo anyway wen my grandma started off with disease she only 4got little things like the town she lives in, or the street number she is. but i guess over time her memory gets worse and soo now she cant remember me or any1 thats shes been really close 2. and right now shes in a hopital cause she had a big fall and now she cant walk. and its so sad 2 visit her cause she doesnt know who i am, and it like really gets my grandpa sad 2, cause she cant remember who he is either. and u might b laughing @ this but im not and it really upsets me. so yea i think shes gonna die soon cause most ppl die from this disease.
so its been a hard week ever since shes been in the hospial. and its really hard 4 me 2 go 2 skool with a smile cause i keep thinking that ill get a phone call that she died. soo yea 2day we were rehearsing a scene from the shakespeare play and mrs. berger was like " DONT STAND THERE. U LOOK LIKE UR @ A FUNERAL." and @ that point i was about 2 burst out crying (literally) i think every1 in my group could tell i was upset and soo they kept talking about me. but i dont really care cause they dont know wats going on and why im even sad. but im over it.
so yea 2day the scariest thing happened. they found weed (marajuana) in the girls bathroom sink and it was soo freaky. well at least i thought it was. cause like cant u get arrested 4 having possession of it??? well i think u can. so i am a nervous wreck and like flipping out about the whole drug in the b-room. soo yea now i dont go 2 the 3rd floor bathroom.haha it might sound stupid but after all the rumors about that girl cutting herself and now the drugs. i mean i think this skool has just about lost it. soo yea nothing real exciting now. except ill probably go visit my grandma in the hospital 2day. i cant stand hospitals they smell, theres creepy ppl, and i always get teary eyes wen i c my grandma.
well 2day hasnt gone so good. lets hope friday is much better!!
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