la de da
well.. idk things have juss been going. lets juss leve it at that
catanta went ok yesterday. chorus concert went ok. skool sux. nd yea thats it.
"i had a dream about -u- and i woke up thinking about -u- nd all i wanted 2 do is c -u- nd tell -u- how sorry i was. but i didnt c -u- i neva rele do nemore. i went 2 chem nd it smelled like -u- (i think it was the kid nexx 2 me.. but hey it was weird ok)i juss wish i was tru 2 -u- nd .we. cud b how .we. use 2 b" blahh gosh y do i always hold bak? y am i always so skared? y do things have 2 b this way? gosh it kinda makes me mad, then i turn nd blame him. nd i thought it was all over, nd i 4gave all that crap. ugh im juss wanna 4get it all..
la da da juss moved a bunch of stuff again. mite go home earli 2morro 2 help g-ma move things, but sh! lol i mite not. nothing but mi computer [may i add: the moniter is on a folding chair the keyboard on a woodchair nd the mouse on top of the tower::: yes im sitting on the floor!] nd mats on the floor-my bed mi stereo/tv not set up nd clothes/shoes are left in mi room. o nd a mirror. wow its so..empty
♥ me
catanta went ok yesterday. chorus concert went ok. skool sux. nd yea thats it.
"i had a dream about -u- and i woke up thinking about -u- nd all i wanted 2 do is c -u- nd tell -u- how sorry i was. but i didnt c -u- i neva rele do nemore. i went 2 chem nd it smelled like -u- (i think it was the kid nexx 2 me.. but hey it was weird ok)i juss wish i was tru 2 -u- nd .we. cud b how .we. use 2 b" blahh gosh y do i always hold bak? y am i always so skared? y do things have 2 b this way? gosh it kinda makes me mad, then i turn nd blame him. nd i thought it was all over, nd i 4gave all that crap. ugh im juss wanna 4get it all..
la da da juss moved a bunch of stuff again. mite go home earli 2morro 2 help g-ma move things, but sh! lol i mite not. nothing but mi computer [may i add: the moniter is on a folding chair the keyboard on a woodchair nd the mouse on top of the tower::: yes im sitting on the floor!] nd mats on the floor-my bed mi stereo/tv not set up nd clothes/shoes are left in mi room. o nd a mirror. wow its so..empty
♥ me