It's Over...
I don't know how to react. I thought i was ok with everything. Now i do not know. Well i do. I am fine with it. Martin and I are just going to be friends. I can do friends. But this sucks. There are just a few questions i have left unanswered, How long have you lied to me? How long have you felt like this? How long has this been going on? Why didn't you tell me? Why didn't you offer to help me? I think i am really lost right now. I mean i am good with being friends. I will get over this other girl situation. Right now i just need my girlfriends to keep me distracted.
No, I have too much going for me to care about anything, I am stronger than this. I am over this. I am better then an emotional girl. I am no longer that girl. I am different. I am smart, and am going places. I just want my questions answered.
In the end i am happy that he is happy now. I am sorry for tethering you down. I will still be here for him.
On a new note this whole being sick this is kinda not so bad. I lost 6 pounds in 1 week! If this continues for another 3 weeks i will finally be skinny! I had my ultrasound today and it was weird. The radiologist was kinda a bitch to me. I just hope things are ok. If not there is nothing to worry about. If it doesn't kill you it will only make you stronger! Right? I hope so.
No, I have too much going for me to care about anything, I am stronger than this. I am over this. I am better then an emotional girl. I am no longer that girl. I am different. I am smart, and am going places. I just want my questions answered.
In the end i am happy that he is happy now. I am sorry for tethering you down. I will still be here for him.
On a new note this whole being sick this is kinda not so bad. I lost 6 pounds in 1 week! If this continues for another 3 weeks i will finally be skinny! I had my ultrasound today and it was weird. The radiologist was kinda a bitch to me. I just hope things are ok. If not there is nothing to worry about. If it doesn't kill you it will only make you stronger! Right? I hope so.