Sep 07, 2007 17:12
I love Martin so much and I always will, I just wish he did the same and felt like he could talk to me. I will understand if you just tell me what is going on. If you don't tell me anything and then bail on me i can't be sympathetic...
I was having a GREAT day today. I was looking forward to having movie night with Martin. We planned to have movie night. My day went really great and i was so happy because i had a really bad week. I had to print some stuff for the tournament tomarrow so i went to the library after school to do that. As i am rushing to my car to go home and see Martin get a text from him, saying that he had a bad day and wants to stay locked up in his room all night. I was pissed. On the way to 8th hour I asked him what was wrong and he told me nothing.. i kinda believed him. It just made me mad that he lied saying nothing was wrong when he really had a horrible day all day. I know i overreacted and probably upset him it just hurt my feelings, because he wouldn't tell me what was wrong to my face and now wont talk to me. It hurt my feelings that he bailed on me and now wont talk to me about it...
So i was sitting on the couch crying because i was so upset that he did this to me. I realized i hadn't seen Rachael in AGES! So now we are meeting for food! I am glad i get to see her. Maybe my day will be better. I just wish Martin would talk to me, i am your girlfriend just talk and explain what is going on. Maybe ill suprise you and understand what is going on!