Aug 27, 2003 18:33
im so fuicking tired of peoples bullshit... its like i dont even fucking care anymore.. i think maybe i should just be quiet from now on... i'll go back to quiet shy fucking nicole like i used to be... so no one ever fucking notices im there. i dont even fucking kno who my friends are anymore. its like everything is happenening all over again, it all starts out the same way...first the making fun of me, then the not wanting me around, and then soon its like whos nicole?! hahaha whatever fuck it... i seriouslyt could care less wether i have friends or not... i guess ill be one of those loner kids who walk around by myself and shit not having any friends. its cool, cuz idont belong anywhere anyways. o0o0o everyone im such a fucking drama queen... why dont you fucking shoot me?!?!? that owuld be a fucking good idea. fuck you. fuck everyone. fuck life. fuck you and you and you and you and you! people are all just bullshit! people are made up of nothing but lies lies and more lies... hahaha i give up... im ready to fucking get rid of everything. this is probably confusing everyone right? good cuz it doesnt matter anyways!