w-t-f mannn
okay, so now i have something on my chin. You cant see it but it hurts so badly.. and if i pull my lip up.. u can see it. It is a HUGE bump under the skin. It is like.. throbbing along with my head. Its so bad. I dont know what it is or why its there .. for all i know it could be like a cancerous tumor. I showed my mom and she said " its probably just a pimple".. ive had pimples.. i have pimples now.. this is NOT a pimple.. not even close. it feels like a bone.. but really think and its long and hard. it wont move and it feels like its connected from my gumline to my chin. I dont know what it is and it hurts like fucking hell but my mom doenst care. So.. i dono.
im so tired. I had to be at work at 7 today. It went well though, all I really did was play cards with Pangakis. He is a pretty cool little kid.
I couldnt sleep last nite.. yet again. i probably got about 2 hours of sleep if that much. I dono, it sucks.
people are confusing me too .. and i dont think that im doing so well at work this year. I keep getting talked to by councelers. I guess Jennifer told Melissa that she loves having me as a jr. councelor.. but i mean.. the kids.. i dono i dont feel like I belong there or like im wanted there. It just feels wrong.
i dono im out for tonite.. my life that last week seemed simple for once is once again getting alot more complicated and horrible unfortunitly, but i hope it will get better.
im so tired. I had to be at work at 7 today. It went well though, all I really did was play cards with Pangakis. He is a pretty cool little kid.
I couldnt sleep last nite.. yet again. i probably got about 2 hours of sleep if that much. I dono, it sucks.
people are confusing me too .. and i dont think that im doing so well at work this year. I keep getting talked to by councelers. I guess Jennifer told Melissa that she loves having me as a jr. councelor.. but i mean.. the kids.. i dono i dont feel like I belong there or like im wanted there. It just feels wrong.
i dono im out for tonite.. my life that last week seemed simple for once is once again getting alot more complicated and horrible unfortunitly, but i hope it will get better.