Jun 16, 2005 21:29
hmm.. i havent updated in a while.
so ms. murphy gave us a piece of paper that was entitle the pen has healing power. i used to think so, but lately im not so sure. ive been so .. GAH ! BTI is over. All over. But things arent back to normal. I dont think that they will ever be 'normal' again. but then again the normal changes.
so i like somone else. not josh. wow huh? yah surprising. and if i put who it was everyone would be in shock. the few people that know were like.. OMG seriously? hes not the kid of boy that i usually fall for. he is different. but then again lately so am i. But there may be a clash of heads comming on at some point soon. Unfortnitly I think it will be very soon.
Josh and i do nothing but fight all the time. I think that he has completely given up on me. I dont think he cares anymore. I shouldnt either right? i cant help it though. its so hard not to care. he has changed too though. more than alot of people I think and im not so sure that i like the way he is going. it is none of my bussiness though so i dont really know what to say about it.
ive been really confused lately about alot of things. im not realy sure where to stay and where to go. or what to do and what not to do. i guess im just changing. but is change good? or is it bad?
today was the last day of classes. tomorow is the bio final first session then the geometry one second session. im worried about both. trevor and i finished our disections today and did all that. Mr. Flynn makes me angry because he has a fish that I want badly. Oh well. Mrs. Hagan is retiring. Its sad. So is ms. murphy and mr. flynn. look what i do to all my techers. oh well.
i have to go think about some things.
_mikayla_
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love,
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