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HEY EVERYONE!IM BACK, I KNOW I HAVEN'T BEEN WRITING LATLY, BUT o0o WELL...I'VE BEEN BUSY.SEAMUS IS TAKEN BY LAUREN. THE BOY I THINK ABOUT FROM THE TIME I WAKE UP TILL I GO TO SLEEP...IS GONE. I WISH I DIDN'T LIKE HIM, I ALWAYS LIKE THE BOYS THAT I CANT GET, OR THATS HOW IT SEEMS, AND THE BOYS THAT LIKE ME ARE THE SWEETEST PEOPLE, BUT I CAN LOOK PASSED THE WAY THEY LOOK, AND I KNOW THATS HORRIBLE, BUT THATS HOW I FEEL.SEAMUS WAS EVERYTHING, CUTE,NICE,SWEET, AND JUST MADE MY LIFE WORTH LIVING.HIM AND MY CLOSE FRIENDS. BUT IT WAS HIM THAT MADE ME WANNA GET UP IN THE MORNING, IT WAS HIM THAT MADE ME NOT PUT ON THAT EXTRA MAKE UP BECAUSE HE MADE ME FEEL BEAUTIFUL BY JUST BEING NICE TO ME, AND NOW HES TAKEN. IM HAPPY FOR HIM REALLY, IF THATS WHO MAKES HIM HAPPY, THEN I WILL BE HAPPY FOR HIM. IM HAPPY THAT HE FOUND SOME ONE THAT HE LIKES. TODAY HE TOLD ME THE MEANEST THING EVER, THAT I WAS ACTING RETARTED, AND I DONT KNOW WHAT I DID, AND I SAID SORRY LIKE 100 TIMES AND DIDNT KNOW WHAT I WAS SAYING SORRY FOR. AND HE SAID THEN DONT BE SORRY.THEN I GOT IN AN ARUGMENT WITH HIS SISTER, SHE SAYS THATS ALL I TALK ABOUT TO HER...AND I HAVEN'T LATELY, AND WHEN EVER I DO, I'M ALWAYS LIKE, IM SORRY FOR ASKIN, AND SHE WOULD ALWAYS BE LIKE, O0O NO, ITS OK, AND TODAY, I GUESS SHE HAD ENOUGHT, AND ALL I ASKED WAS, CAN U ASK SEAMUS IF HE KNOW SOPHIA'S CELL PHONE NUMBER. AND SHE BLEW UP. I FELT REALLY BAD, AND I SAID SORRY, BUT I GUESS SHES STILL MAD, AND I E-MAILED HER TYING TO EXPLAIN, BUT I DONT WANT TO CALL, I KNOW THAT SOUNDS STUPID, BUT I DONT KNOW HOW I WOULD HANDEL IT, I WOULD PROBABLLY START CRYING, IM A VERY EMOTIONAL PERSON.I CRYED ABOUT BOTH THINGS...THEY BOTH MEAN THE WORLD TO ME. I FELT LIKE IT WAS HATE ON MAGGIE DAY. I HAVE A 5 DAY WEEKEND, AND SO FAR, ITS BEEN PRETTY DANG DARN STUPID.TUESDAY NIGHT I WENT TO SEAMUS' CHOURS CONCERT, THATS B-4 HE WAS MAD AT ME, AND HE WAS SO NICE TO ME...IM GLAD TO HAVE HIM AS A FRIEND. HE DID GOOD, HE MESSED UP A FEW TIMES...BUT HE STILL DID GREAT, WELL ATLEAST TO ME. THEN THAT NIGHT I SLEPTED OVER SOPHIA'S HOUSE, WE HAD A LOT OF FUN, LIKE ALWAYS...LOL.I WAS SITING ON HER BED THE ONE TIME, AND ROLLED OVER A LITTLE, AND IT TURNED THE TV ON, THEN OFF AND I HEARD THE MAN SPEAK FOR LIKE 3 SECONDS AND I DIDNT KNOW WHAT IT WAS, I WAS SO SCARED, I RAN OFF THE BED AND WENT OVER TO SOPHIA, SHE WAS LAUGHING SO HARD, AND I WAS SO FREAKING SCARED INTILL I FOUND OUT WHAT I REALLY DID. ITS ONE OF THOES THINGS WERE U SAY, YOU HAD TO BE THERE.THEN WE WERE TELLING EACH OTHER SCARY TIMES THE TWO OF US HAD, AND FREAKED EACH OTHER OUT! THEN THE NEXT DAY WE CHILLED AND DID EACH OTHER UP WITH MAKE-UP, SOPHIA IS A TRUE BEAUTY KIND OF GIRL, SHE LOOKS BETTER WITH OUT IT, BUT WHEN U ADD THINGS TO HER EYES, IT LOOKS PRETTY TOO, BUT NOT TO MUCH:).THEN I WENT HOME THAT DAY AROUND 4. AND JUST STAYED HOME AND FEEL ASLEEP. THEN TODAY (THURSDAY) I STAYED HOME AND STAYED ON THIS THING THE WHOLE DAY, I DIDNT HAVE ANY PLANS, THEN TONIGHT ME AND MY MOM WENT OUT TO DINNER TO CHILIS...IT WAS MY FIRST TIME, IT WAS OK I GUESS...IT WAS FUN TO GO WITH MY MOM. NOW TOMORROW I THINK IM GOING TO SOPHIA'S AROUND 4-5 AND THEN GO TO THE CONCHS GAME WITH HER AND MAYBE SEAMUS AND JESSIE. SO THATS SHOULD BE FUN. WELL IM GONNA GO, THIS IS A LONG ONE, AND IM TIRED:)
lUV mAGS,
MAD <33 TO SOPHIA N NAOMI, AND OF COURSE SEAMUS...