read this...walk away...
if you really read this.. then take a look at this.. you wouldnt read it if you didnt want to know.. this seems to be the only way to talk to you like this..
something happened today that really made me happy and i didnt have to think about all the pain i still feel about matt.. you could say that i was kissed by an angel... idk i guess i should be happy without him.. its not like he cares ne more that i dont mean ne thing to him... so moving on should feel good right?.. well then how could something that's supposed to feel so right feel wrong? ive got no choice but to walk away..
And it hurts my soul
Cause I can't let go
All these walls are caving in
I can't stop my suffering
I hate to show that I've lost control
Cause I, I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need to walk away from
I'm about to break
I can't stop this ache
I'm addicted to your allure
and I'm fiendin for a cure
Every step I take
Leads to one mistake
I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need...
im about to break i cant stop this ache, getting nothin in return what did i do to deserve... the pain of this slow burn and everywhere i turn i keep going right back to the one thing that i need to walk away from
every time i grasp for air i am smothered in despair its noever over over seems i'll never wake form this nightmare, i let out a silent prayer.. let it be over over.
now what to do my heart has been bruised.. so sad but true.. each beat reminds me of you...
how come you call us friends.... but you dont treat me like one?.. how come sometimes you'll hug me.. and other times you dont want to come near me.. and you push away saying no? why do you do that.. for what reason..? id really like to know.. swytthang2006@yahoo.com