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i try so hard to make everyone happy,
but i really only end up hurting myself in some way.
i try to make myself pretty for him,
but in one way or another, it isn't pretty enough.
[maybe i'm reading his mind, or maybe i'm just too self-concscious and i don't FEEL pretty]
i'm really over this school year. i'm sick of just about everyone and everything. nicole has been the best friend to me this year, and i love her to pieces. thank you for all that you've done. i'm sorry she stole our stuff x) haha, you know what i'm talking about. someone needs to find her identity...and it isn't me!!! yaaay.
i find myself loving drosso more and more every day, but the more i seem to love him the less he seems to believe me. i want him to be satisfied with the way that i look and the way that i do things and say things...i really am trying to change that and especially trying to control my temper. i'm becoming an abusive girlfriend, and that's not cool. i think this year just needs to end. i'll be fine :)
this weekend is going to be fun. if i can get through tomorrow, everything will be okay.
help me get through tomorrow.
have a great night ♥
one four three six.
but i really only end up hurting myself in some way.
i try to make myself pretty for him,
but in one way or another, it isn't pretty enough.
[maybe i'm reading his mind, or maybe i'm just too self-concscious and i don't FEEL pretty]
i'm really over this school year. i'm sick of just about everyone and everything. nicole has been the best friend to me this year, and i love her to pieces. thank you for all that you've done. i'm sorry she stole our stuff x) haha, you know what i'm talking about. someone needs to find her identity...and it isn't me!!! yaaay.
i find myself loving drosso more and more every day, but the more i seem to love him the less he seems to believe me. i want him to be satisfied with the way that i look and the way that i do things and say things...i really am trying to change that and especially trying to control my temper. i'm becoming an abusive girlfriend, and that's not cool. i think this year just needs to end. i'll be fine :)
this weekend is going to be fun. if i can get through tomorrow, everything will be okay.
help me get through tomorrow.
have a great night ♥
one four three six.