May 29, 2005 14:14
im so tired! me and darce were at lifeguard training all day! its so hard...all the boys there were calling me fat and it made me so embaressed, i don't know what im gonna do..i think im gonna go on a diet or soemthing...i am fat i know there saying the truth. i am fat, i was fat, i will alwaays be fat. ughh why can't i be like the other girls, there so skinny and pretty, and then theres me..why does chris even like me. i don't know, i haven't talked to him in like 2 weeks...uhh bye
i don't feel good..i haven't eaten in 3 days. but this diet certainely is working!!