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I wish my job situation was the only thing bothering me I really wish it was.
its not.
What does it matter Its 12am here I am alone crying typing on some blog thing thinking people will care. they wont. no one does unless it benefits them.
of corse this isnt for everyone a few people made me smile tonight they know who the are.
I dont wanna go to sleep roght now. im tired but I hate going to sleep crying.
I said it once before I would never want anyone to cry themselves to sleep its a shitty feeling.
I feel pretty shitty right now.
Im a horrible person.
everything is wrong with me.
how could i think i could go through this year in my sad pathetic life being happy theres always something.
My phone never rings with someone seeing how I am. I should have never gotten this AT&T who-haa I should have stuck with tmobile people seemed to care more when I was unreachable.
god i feel like shit.
so i fall i dont wanna feel this small you know I just cant handle this cant handle this at all
I work tommorow then I go to see SoCo thursday is the last episode of friends :'(
i need medicine. i need a bed god i need a new bed still god its like such a hassle.
bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla
thats all im doig anyway thats what it wil be translated to in your head
"god why is this girl complainign like as if I care"
I know im sorry but its my only outpost to honesty and truth.
Would you rather: Live a lie or die in truth?
ok ive calmed on the tears.
Music is amazing :)
Im going to bed before I start up again
good night
its not.
What does it matter Its 12am here I am alone crying typing on some blog thing thinking people will care. they wont. no one does unless it benefits them.
of corse this isnt for everyone a few people made me smile tonight they know who the are.
I dont wanna go to sleep roght now. im tired but I hate going to sleep crying.
I said it once before I would never want anyone to cry themselves to sleep its a shitty feeling.
I feel pretty shitty right now.
Im a horrible person.
everything is wrong with me.
how could i think i could go through this year in my sad pathetic life being happy theres always something.
My phone never rings with someone seeing how I am. I should have never gotten this AT&T who-haa I should have stuck with tmobile people seemed to care more when I was unreachable.
god i feel like shit.
so i fall i dont wanna feel this small you know I just cant handle this cant handle this at all
I work tommorow then I go to see SoCo thursday is the last episode of friends :'(
i need medicine. i need a bed god i need a new bed still god its like such a hassle.
bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla
thats all im doig anyway thats what it wil be translated to in your head
"god why is this girl complainign like as if I care"
I know im sorry but its my only outpost to honesty and truth.
Would you rather: Live a lie or die in truth?
ok ive calmed on the tears.
Music is amazing :)
Im going to bed before I start up again
good night