Feelings
It's been so long i've had this feelin
That we could be
Everything you've ever wanted and your, your fantasy
I won't push to hard to break your heart
Cause my loves sincere
And i'm not like any other girls you know
So let me erase your fears
That is a quote from a song... Rihanna sings it and its a great song. Its not the typical love song that anyone listens to and it has a grinding theme to it. But its great and when I heard the lyrics that part kinda poked out at me. Lately I have found myself reading a lot of quotes online and looking up lyrics to random songs. I have also been listening to music a lot more than usually. Ive been finding myself in music, weird to say but each song I listen to I can relate a little bit of my life into it. Right now I have no clue where my life is I think I know where its going, well I hope it goes a certain way. Ive always had attention and never been the girl that just sits in the corner staring and watching as people go by and putting pieces together to the perfect life. But recently I have found myself staying with the same friends and not making any changes, have made a lot of effort into getting things that I want and I am happy with things the way they are. Things can only get better the way that Im looking at it now. But there is one person that if I loose than Im not quite sure where my life will be. I know he knows that I care about him a lot so I dont see that messing up at all. I have been getting along great with my parents which isnt a surprise but over winter break I got into a lot of fights with them and we just werent seeing anything eye to eye. Its all good now and my mom has actually told me that she sees me a lot more responsible now than before, which is always good.
Sit here on the stairs
'Cause I'd rather be alone
If I can't have you right now, I'll wait dear
Sometimes, I get so tense
But I can't speed up the time
But you know, love, there's one more thing to consider
Said woman take it slow
Things will be just fine
You and I'll just use a little patience
Said sugar take the time
'Cause the lights are shining bright
You and I've got what it takes to make it
We won't fake it, Oh never break it
'Cause I can't take it
I was driving my roomate to work and this song came on. I had heard it before but never listened really to the lyrics and pulled it a part the way I did on Newbury Street today. I was thinking just how much its reminding me of my life right now. I know things are gonna be good but I just gotta wait. I was talking to Mark today and I definetly told him everything and got all my feelings out and it felt so good to tell someone I jus wish I could look at the person that it all means to and just come out and say just how much I like him and everything. Its just so hard! But I know things will work out and Im sticking to it!
! LaiS !
That we could be
Everything you've ever wanted and your, your fantasy
I won't push to hard to break your heart
Cause my loves sincere
And i'm not like any other girls you know
So let me erase your fears
That is a quote from a song... Rihanna sings it and its a great song. Its not the typical love song that anyone listens to and it has a grinding theme to it. But its great and when I heard the lyrics that part kinda poked out at me. Lately I have found myself reading a lot of quotes online and looking up lyrics to random songs. I have also been listening to music a lot more than usually. Ive been finding myself in music, weird to say but each song I listen to I can relate a little bit of my life into it. Right now I have no clue where my life is I think I know where its going, well I hope it goes a certain way. Ive always had attention and never been the girl that just sits in the corner staring and watching as people go by and putting pieces together to the perfect life. But recently I have found myself staying with the same friends and not making any changes, have made a lot of effort into getting things that I want and I am happy with things the way they are. Things can only get better the way that Im looking at it now. But there is one person that if I loose than Im not quite sure where my life will be. I know he knows that I care about him a lot so I dont see that messing up at all. I have been getting along great with my parents which isnt a surprise but over winter break I got into a lot of fights with them and we just werent seeing anything eye to eye. Its all good now and my mom has actually told me that she sees me a lot more responsible now than before, which is always good.
Sit here on the stairs
'Cause I'd rather be alone
If I can't have you right now, I'll wait dear
Sometimes, I get so tense
But I can't speed up the time
But you know, love, there's one more thing to consider
Said woman take it slow
Things will be just fine
You and I'll just use a little patience
Said sugar take the time
'Cause the lights are shining bright
You and I've got what it takes to make it
We won't fake it, Oh never break it
'Cause I can't take it
I was driving my roomate to work and this song came on. I had heard it before but never listened really to the lyrics and pulled it a part the way I did on Newbury Street today. I was thinking just how much its reminding me of my life right now. I know things are gonna be good but I just gotta wait. I was talking to Mark today and I definetly told him everything and got all my feelings out and it felt so good to tell someone I jus wish I could look at the person that it all means to and just come out and say just how much I like him and everything. Its just so hard! But I know things will work out and Im sticking to it!
! LaiS !