Recovery
How many times does one have to go through recovery before there actually recovered lol? Will it ever get better? will things ever click in my fuckin head or will i always be fucked up?
Well I got myself introuble once again and got to spend time in a nice hospital with lovely meals I did not wanna eat heh.I try so hard but it seems i keep slipping into old habbits.No matter how many times me and my brother go to therapy and they explain to him putting a dish full of food and forcing me to eat it will not make things better he refuses to see it.All he can say is she needs to eat and things will be fine.If only that was true life would be grand eh.
I've closed myself up from friends and family so much that well alot of them have washed there hands with me none of them wanna deal or acknowledge I have a problem and that's fine i don't expect them to honestly it is my problem after all.My brother has in his head he can fix me lol.
I miss my parents.......
Well I got myself introuble once again and got to spend time in a nice hospital with lovely meals I did not wanna eat heh.I try so hard but it seems i keep slipping into old habbits.No matter how many times me and my brother go to therapy and they explain to him putting a dish full of food and forcing me to eat it will not make things better he refuses to see it.All he can say is she needs to eat and things will be fine.If only that was true life would be grand eh.
I've closed myself up from friends and family so much that well alot of them have washed there hands with me none of them wanna deal or acknowledge I have a problem and that's fine i don't expect them to honestly it is my problem after all.My brother has in his head he can fix me lol.
I miss my parents.......