Mar 29, 2005 21:56
So, I've fucked a lot of things up.
I've made a lot of bad decisions, a lot of unthought-through decisions, very haste decisions.
Well. I've decided to start over and fix things. I am not going to sit back and see where life takes me, I am going to take life by the reigns.
Forgive the poor metaphors (?) analogy (?) whatever.
Anyway. From here on out...
Of course I'm going to fall on my face at times. You never learn anything about yourself or the world around you until you try and experience things.
I've had enough of this passive thing.
I'll fly.. like a raven
In a sky of doves
I'll make you love, to hate me
But that's still love
It's still love
You see beneath this suit of armor
I still bleed
He used to hold me like a flower
Kiss me, oh, so slow
And we talk about forever
But that was long ago
And now forever's just a place
In someone else's story
And though my heart still breaks
I'm gonna find my glory