Wonderful moments, then some crap....this'll be a long one
So last saturday i went to derricks and met his friend luke whos staying with him for 2 months. By the way people who say you hate him...i really don tget why. Then me adn derrick talked a bit adn i told him i loved him for the first time. Later Graham came over and me derrick luke and graham hung out for awhile. We thought we might end up hanging out with sam and liz and marshell cause i geuss graham wanted to have a group thing so we called um but that didnt end up working out. So we went adn rented american weding and graham left in the middle of the movie. Then it was soo cute me adn derick layed out on his trampaline with a blanket and looked at the stars..it was perfect.(except the masquitoes...) But yeah so then i had to leave around 1130 and go home...i dont get to see him agian till friday cause of finals:( So then that night i got some pretty funny drunken phone calls...you all know who you are, that is if you can remember. Then sunday i didnt feel well, i think i got too much sun. but later i had to go to my cousins grad party. Then for the rest of the night i had to do a chem project....grrr. It took forever!!! Today i decided i am going to milford next year...im leaving walled lake. Im kinda scared now that its for sure:( There are some people im gonna miss.
The whole ditch thing~ K so heres my side of the story. I went to derricks called some people and asked if they wanted to do anything, and they said they werent sure what they were doing but they would call when they figured otu what they were doing. I was having fun at derricks and stuff then graham came over adn really wanted to hang out with everyone (like sam liz and marshell) so he kept calling them to see what was going on. So we all went out to eat adn graham said he felt ignored kidna. Cause no one ever called back and it was geting late. So we all went out adn got a movie adn i had one of the best nigths with derrick that ive ever had...i was happy with the way that night worked out. I wrote a thing in my profile saying "i know who really cares about me and i know who my real friends are..." or somthing liek that, cause i had a really bad day adn derrick was there for me adn i was excited that i said i loved him. So it was worded worng. Then sam asked me what it ment adn i brougth up that it feels liek we never talk talk anymroe liek we used to and it feels liek were growning apart...i never said i hated anyone, never said i was mad at anyone, nothing. I even said that i loved her adn didnt want to loose her as a friend and have another amber insodent. So there was no problem, and it was mentioned in one of their entrees or replys that derick was mad, he was never mad...he even said he didnt wanna get into the whole thing. So everyone...it as a big misunderstanding adn i wish everyone wouldve asked me about it b4 going and saying how oyu should "forget them", or "they never cared" cause your completely wrong
~Byes
The whole ditch thing~ K so heres my side of the story. I went to derricks called some people and asked if they wanted to do anything, and they said they werent sure what they were doing but they would call when they figured otu what they were doing. I was having fun at derricks and stuff then graham came over adn really wanted to hang out with everyone (like sam liz and marshell) so he kept calling them to see what was going on. So we all went out to eat adn graham said he felt ignored kidna. Cause no one ever called back and it was geting late. So we all went out adn got a movie adn i had one of the best nigths with derrick that ive ever had...i was happy with the way that night worked out. I wrote a thing in my profile saying "i know who really cares about me and i know who my real friends are..." or somthing liek that, cause i had a really bad day adn derrick was there for me adn i was excited that i said i loved him. So it was worded worng. Then sam asked me what it ment adn i brougth up that it feels liek we never talk talk anymroe liek we used to and it feels liek were growning apart...i never said i hated anyone, never said i was mad at anyone, nothing. I even said that i loved her adn didnt want to loose her as a friend and have another amber insodent. So there was no problem, and it was mentioned in one of their entrees or replys that derick was mad, he was never mad...he even said he didnt wanna get into the whole thing. So everyone...it as a big misunderstanding adn i wish everyone wouldve asked me about it b4 going and saying how oyu should "forget them", or "they never cared" cause your completely wrong
~Byes