Nov 08, 2005 21:04
okay well yeah im really confused. i Love someone with all my heart and no one and i mean no one knows who he is and he is wonderful.i love everything about him i love talking to him, seeing him, hanging out with him, acting like a total retard with him, but its ok cuz he does too. the only one who knows is shannan my other love. lol only as a friend. but i still love her. And i swear if any guy breaks her heart they will go down. and JORDAN WE NEED TO TALK PRONTO!!! lol well yeah. and i found out some nasty stuff about someone that i will not mention. I can't believe him that is grose i wonder if he knows about that. seriously. he probably not have done what he had done if he knew unless he felt sorry for her. Well newayz i do love him and i will always love him. I love the way he smiles. I love his hair and his comedy. He is so nice sometimes but he can also be mean. and i hate the fact that he never calls, or the fact that he can't just tell me what he feels. and now i just wanna break down and cry cuz im not sure if he feels the same way about me. but yeah.
I LOVE HIM o yes i do
hes for me
and not for you
but by a chance
you take my place
ill take my fist
and smash ur ugly face.
crushes only crush you
falling only hurts you
hearts will only break
if there is no love to save you
then what much more can i take
"people say that love is giving some the chance to destroy you, but trusting then not to. If you really love me tell methat i want to hear. But those other words are what i fear. If you really love me, would you stand by my side? Would you care for mr? Be there for me? Be there when i cry? Don't tell me you love me when you have someone else on your mind. Don't tell me you want me when you have someone else by your side. I really don't wanna hear it because you'll break my heart. Don't try to fix what is broken. Don't even start. If you didn't notice....I'm in love with you."