i hate myslef for loving you

Sep 15, 2005 17:06


Ok so as I finally thought everything was goign perfect, and that maybe I actually made the right choise for once in my life, or even just that I actually had somewhat control of what was goign on. I completely lost controll, and everything was just downhill from there. I really don't see why I put myself in these situations, things i could have completely avoided if I just thought about things twice. But do I ever think or make the right choises, NO. Why do I always do this to myself? I really just wish I could at least just answer that one question. Ok well enough of that, lets see .. this past week. Ummm Kimmy got in a minor car accident, I was in the car. Everything was fine, just all very shocking. Nothing interesting what so ever happened in school except for the fact my grades are just getting worst and worst as time goes by, definetly not good. Last weekend was Caro's party, I had a pretty good time. I mean it was all fun while it lasted, but we had to get back to reality sooner or later. So now everything is just back to normal. Me and Caro were apparently having some difficulties that we discussed after the game yesterday, I'm sorry if I did anything wrong, I love you. My lip is still a little big, and I still cant touch my nose, but It'll get better right? I hope it does anyways.

I just thought everyone should know that i love my best friend Michelle Nicole Solomon, I don't know what my life would be without her, she like seriously gets me going. Anytime I'm down or anything, shes the only one ever there, and the only one that actually comes and lifts me up. I LOVE YOU MICHI! and I definetly would not be anywere without you, I would have given up on everything so long ago. I'm also really sorry I kind of haven't done much when you ask me, I'm definetly too worked up. Well I just thought everyone should know that.

Ok OC focus time, and back to homework. Nice break I tell you!
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