Mar 25, 2005 17:21
wow.. so much to talk about.. whoa baby !!! i had the bestest time in my life !!! but one of te scarest death related type thing w.e happend.. wow so scary
okay well hmm lets think back awhile....
well hmm not much has happend .. i liked this guy but.. who cares.. i love being single .. just keepin it real livin up the life i have bc you only get one chance.
lately i may have been acting wierd?? like kinda depressed-ish.. well i've been thinking about all of the things that are really important to me rather than just trying to "fit" in. if i see something cute that ppl think is ugly .. im wearing it !! i could care less about what people think of me from now on. im so sick of people who judge other people on how many abercrombie shirts they have or how skinny they are. personally myself i have not one abercrombie shirt and im truly not that skinny just short. and i love it !! i thought about how i was in middle school... how crazy and outgoing and giving a sh+t about ne thing i did.. i hate now im like .. UGHH now !! im going to be me from now on and never put on an "act" ever to get a guy or something. not like i have but i never will !! AHH i love how im expressing all of my feelings through this journal. it definatly helps. lol. i dont understand why i always put myself down.. i've noticed i do it all the time.. TODAY I FELT SOO PRETTY for like the first time in a loooonnnnnnggggg time. im going to be myself 24/7 !! god i feel so good about myself right now! i hope you all do the same..
my mom thinks i should start keeping a diary/journal because of my bad memory.. seriously its starting to get kinda bad... i cant remember a thing ! lol yeahh
well yesterday (thursday) danielle amanda Ross took me to the ASHLEE SIMPSON CONCERT !! at the fox.
--- it was soo fun !! the opening bands were sooo good !! and super CUTE ! lol !!!! ashlee finally sang.. !! she was really good.. [ when she sang LALA , the whole top floor to the fox was moving up and down .. freakest thing i've ever experienced ] when the concert was over we saw the hottest guy from the second opening act. omg we got our picture taken with him !!! AHHHH hes so hot !! lol !!!
i slept over danielle's. we were cool and stayed in our pj's thw whole day and went outside to play bball but danielle found some snow.. wow whatdya know.. she threw it at me, so we had a cold snowball fight !! lol. then we made some cookies.. THE BESTEST EVER !!! lol
this is the longest entry ever for me !!
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