this and that and the other things
im sitting..well laying on the floor. ben just put his paw on my arm...and now keeps staring at me. he's such a strange cat and it's weird calling him a cat now.. i wish he was still very tiny.
things are nice right now. i keep catching myself repeating that thought in my head. it makes me feel that i actually mean it for once. other than my allergies bothering me i feel wonderful. i have work in two hours and i wish it were yesterday or the day before. katie just put a pizza in and it's not even 11am yet, haha. anyways, i feel like talking about the saturday more in depth because it was a great time.
after a day at the pool and whatnot, lauren kate and i got ready to go up to philadelphia. jeremy got us on the guest list for their show which was a shock to me because there was a pretty slim chance of there being spots left. well, he could only get two of us in so lauren got stewie to come up with us and they walked around south street and went to bars while kate and i went to the tla. i had so much fun other than the sweat that wouldn't stop dripping off of my face. ugh, it was so sticky in there. we watched the fury play their set and honest to god i think it was the best i have ever seen them play. i'm so proud of them and i truly see good things coming their way. so, after they played we hung out with alan and jeremy most of the time and it was refreshing. not seeing your friends for a month period is a hard thing to do even if you do talk to the phone. it's just different to be able to hug someone and see them smile.
after the show was over we met back up with lauren and stewie who had in the meantime been to 9 bars. the guys invited us to come to their friend ben's house back in new jersey so we accepted the invite and headed back there with alan. the sing-a-long we had on the drive there was intense and i throughly loved it. third eye blind, justin t, mixes, and by far the best...aerosmith. when we got there we watched ben do a couple magic tricks that were insane. i am not one to buy into magic but he really had me stunned. i loved it. the rest of them got back an hour later with the van. it was pretty late so we just sat around and shared some drinks for a bit and then headed to bed around 4am. i woke up at 9 exhausted as hell. i went down stairs and from there went to fuck around with kbro. hahah i don't think she liked it. i heard jeremy blow drying his hair so we went back upstairs and watched him straighten his hair. lauren kept asking him rediculous questions that made me laugh. i don't think he minded though, i'm pretty sure he thought she was still drunk haha. after horsing around for a bit we all had to head out since they had a show in boston last night. it wasn't fun parting ways but it never is. we get to plan a trip to cedar point which i am excited about. it will be fun spending more one on one time with them that isnt in a show atmosphere. and besides, jeremy hasn't been there yet this year and i have been on the maverick and he hasn't. haha i'm not even from ohio. all in all it was a good time. right now i have that feeling i get that makes it seem like i'm unable to wait for the next time i see them.
school starts soon. i am actually excited to get this year over with. i don't know what happens after the spring. i'm very curious actually but i'm not going to rush it. i basically have to move away to go to school after this year. as hard as it is to realize i am ready to go away...even if it is just for a bit. i'm really convinced that i've tried to get away for so long that it's almost time to actually do it. i want to see new things and experience things that i can't in delaware. new faces, new feelings, new everything...but keep the old as well.
things are nice right now. i keep catching myself repeating that thought in my head. it makes me feel that i actually mean it for once. other than my allergies bothering me i feel wonderful. i have work in two hours and i wish it were yesterday or the day before. katie just put a pizza in and it's not even 11am yet, haha. anyways, i feel like talking about the saturday more in depth because it was a great time.
after a day at the pool and whatnot, lauren kate and i got ready to go up to philadelphia. jeremy got us on the guest list for their show which was a shock to me because there was a pretty slim chance of there being spots left. well, he could only get two of us in so lauren got stewie to come up with us and they walked around south street and went to bars while kate and i went to the tla. i had so much fun other than the sweat that wouldn't stop dripping off of my face. ugh, it was so sticky in there. we watched the fury play their set and honest to god i think it was the best i have ever seen them play. i'm so proud of them and i truly see good things coming their way. so, after they played we hung out with alan and jeremy most of the time and it was refreshing. not seeing your friends for a month period is a hard thing to do even if you do talk to the phone. it's just different to be able to hug someone and see them smile.
after the show was over we met back up with lauren and stewie who had in the meantime been to 9 bars. the guys invited us to come to their friend ben's house back in new jersey so we accepted the invite and headed back there with alan. the sing-a-long we had on the drive there was intense and i throughly loved it. third eye blind, justin t, mixes, and by far the best...aerosmith. when we got there we watched ben do a couple magic tricks that were insane. i am not one to buy into magic but he really had me stunned. i loved it. the rest of them got back an hour later with the van. it was pretty late so we just sat around and shared some drinks for a bit and then headed to bed around 4am. i woke up at 9 exhausted as hell. i went down stairs and from there went to fuck around with kbro. hahah i don't think she liked it. i heard jeremy blow drying his hair so we went back upstairs and watched him straighten his hair. lauren kept asking him rediculous questions that made me laugh. i don't think he minded though, i'm pretty sure he thought she was still drunk haha. after horsing around for a bit we all had to head out since they had a show in boston last night. it wasn't fun parting ways but it never is. we get to plan a trip to cedar point which i am excited about. it will be fun spending more one on one time with them that isnt in a show atmosphere. and besides, jeremy hasn't been there yet this year and i have been on the maverick and he hasn't. haha i'm not even from ohio. all in all it was a good time. right now i have that feeling i get that makes it seem like i'm unable to wait for the next time i see them.
school starts soon. i am actually excited to get this year over with. i don't know what happens after the spring. i'm very curious actually but i'm not going to rush it. i basically have to move away to go to school after this year. as hard as it is to realize i am ready to go away...even if it is just for a bit. i'm really convinced that i've tried to get away for so long that it's almost time to actually do it. i want to see new things and experience things that i can't in delaware. new faces, new feelings, new everything...but keep the old as well.