Jul 08, 2007 23:45
being in delaware is unsettling now. i feel like i never want to be here anymore unless it's with my best friends. this past week/weekend i fell in love with the lake, cedar point, the sea monster, lauren/her family, and just the atmosphere in ohio. i can only imagine what chicago is going to do to me next month. i'll most likely refuse to get on the plane to come home.
i need a house on the lake, someone i love who can return that love, a dog, and other simple things to get me by.
i think i just need a big change in my life.
a big step... but i keep preparing myself more as the months pass.
i can't wait.