honestly.

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i'm at the point where i feel like i shouldn't be wasting another day in this area. i'm not saying i'm unhappy, i'm just fed the fuck up.

all i have ever wanted since high school was over is to get out of here. i want to travel, see new things, meet new people. i don't know how this has become such a task.

i've been getting more on edge with my best friends than ever before. yes, my best friend who was once there isn't anymore but the people i love and care about the most have really been hurting me unintentially lately. i am sick and tired.

i just want to drive somewhere new... fresh. comforting.

i really feel like making a phone call.
maybe i should just get in the shower.
get cleaned up..

tomorrow is another day.