wrong.

[xoxgepherxox]

it's too silent for a time like this.
no television. no people.
just the lights and i in this apartment.
all i can do is think of this dilemma.
what do i do about it?
who do i go to for advice?
i know what is right.
i've been here before.
no easy way through, and no easy way out.
it's fucking disgusting.
i want out. get me out.
please.
this will eat me alive...
only because it isn't who i truly am.
...and i'm scared of what comes.