Are you going to leave or are you going to stay?
Yes yes, that time has come, my nineteenth birthday. My mother said it seems like my twentieth, and I see it the same way. Today I feel both extremely happy and curious. I have very high hopes for myself and life in general for the next year. I know they say that things will come to you when you least expect it... I just have this insane feeling inside of me. At any second... BAM. It is going to be there, something I have never felt before. There is a burning inside of me, a good one. I can not wait to see what it is all about.
I feel fooled. At first I was angry but truthfully, it is not anger I felt, it is pity. Anyone who knows me well, knows the two things I will not surround myself with are liars and cowards. And, that I am not afraid to speak the truth. This is why I am glad that I saw this before the new year, that you are nothing that you used to be...and that is why I pity you. I will not stand for anything like this and if our friendship is over because of that, it is sad but the good reasoning will keep my standing tall. Life goes on, and I have let go.
I sit here procrastinating, and not wanting tomorrow, Thursday, or Friday to come due to the fact that I have many projects to do. Things will turn out how they are supposed to, and it will get done. Who wants to do work on their birthday? I need fun. Tonight will make me even happier than I already am! Yes!
Birthday din eats are in a half an hour.
YUM! I am starving, and I need food now.
Sincerely,
the birthday girl,
Stacey
I feel fooled. At first I was angry but truthfully, it is not anger I felt, it is pity. Anyone who knows me well, knows the two things I will not surround myself with are liars and cowards. And, that I am not afraid to speak the truth. This is why I am glad that I saw this before the new year, that you are nothing that you used to be...and that is why I pity you. I will not stand for anything like this and if our friendship is over because of that, it is sad but the good reasoning will keep my standing tall. Life goes on, and I have let go.
I sit here procrastinating, and not wanting tomorrow, Thursday, or Friday to come due to the fact that I have many projects to do. Things will turn out how they are supposed to, and it will get done. Who wants to do work on their birthday? I need fun. Tonight will make me even happier than I already am! Yes!
Birthday din eats are in a half an hour.
YUM! I am starving, and I need food now.
Sincerely,
the birthday girl,
Stacey