ECK!
There's soo much goin on....Today was a pretty sucky ass day!!! I cried for about 5hours straight....until i literally couldnt cry anymore. I had a migrane beyond this world and I did not one bit of homework! I just realized that i had one meal today...how depressing. Its just soo hard somtimes to let things go. I've tried soo many ways to make it easy but somehow ppl manage to make it harder. I felt lik i was in a scene of a music video today and i dont think ill ever forget that feeling. I dunno what to do .... I hate relationships( not as bad as i hate school but pretty close to it)...after this im turning GAY!...ok ok maybe not but I cant ake it anymore
well its officially a new day! GeeZ thankS!!! and I've started the countdown: 4 more days! yay!!!!! I can only hope that we'll have a good time LadieS!!!!!!!!!! I can't wait!!!!!.......
******Donell JoneS*******
From the album "Where I Wanna Be"
I said I left my babygurl (babyboi) a message
Saying I won't be coming home
I'd rather be alone
She(he) doesn't fully understand me
That I'd rather leave than to chill
If she(he) give me some time
I can be the man (girl)she(he) needs
But there's a lot of lust inside of me
And we've been together since our teenage years
I really don't mean to hurt her (him) but I need some time
To be alone
1 - But when you love someone
You just don't treat them bad
Oh how I feel so sad
Now that I wanna leave
She's (hes)crying her (his)heart to me
How could you let this be?
I just need time to see
Where I wanna be
Where I wanna be
Sweet little do-dee-do-dee
I don't mean to hurt you baby, oh no
Never did I imagine
That you would play a major part
In a decision that's so hard
Do I leave, do I stay, do I go
I think about my life and what matters to me the most
Girl (Boy) the love that we share is real
But in time your heart will heal
I'm not saying I'm gone
But I have to find what life is like
Without you
Repeat 1
Sweet little do-dee-do-dee
I don't mean to hurt you baby
2 - See when you love someone
You just don't treat them bad
Oh how I feel so sad
Now that I wanna leave
She's(he's) crying her(his) heart to me
How could you let this be?
I just need time to see
Where I wanna be
Repeat 2 (2x)
Repeat 1
I'm sorry baby