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i woke up this morning and went over to chris' at about 10:20 and his mom was already there and he was slowly packing up his car
his mom told me i could come visit whenever i wanted, if for some reason i actually wanted to go to kentucky
and then i actually had to say goodbye and he gave me one of those hugs where you never let go i wish i didnt cause then maybe he wouldnt of left :(
I tried really hard not to cry cause ive been kinda selfish about chris leaving, he knows i dont want him to leave but he doesnt want to go either.
then when he said alright bridge mon ill see ya later, and i said not really i got really sad,
and as i left to drive back to my place he texted me "ima really miss you" :( and then i couldnt help it and i started crying
every time i think i stoped crying a few minutes later i get overwhelmed with the thought of not being able to hangout with my best friend everyday
i cant imagine this semester with out him im already filled with anxiety and hes not here to calm me done and get me to do my work and boost my confidence
:( i already miss chris
his mom told me i could come visit whenever i wanted, if for some reason i actually wanted to go to kentucky
and then i actually had to say goodbye and he gave me one of those hugs where you never let go i wish i didnt cause then maybe he wouldnt of left :(
I tried really hard not to cry cause ive been kinda selfish about chris leaving, he knows i dont want him to leave but he doesnt want to go either.
then when he said alright bridge mon ill see ya later, and i said not really i got really sad,
and as i left to drive back to my place he texted me "ima really miss you" :( and then i couldnt help it and i started crying
every time i think i stoped crying a few minutes later i get overwhelmed with the thought of not being able to hangout with my best friend everyday
i cant imagine this semester with out him im already filled with anxiety and hes not here to calm me done and get me to do my work and boost my confidence
:( i already miss chris