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[xoxdaydreamerx]

She breathes in
and her lungs fill with smoke
Head spinning
as the road calls to her
begging for a new place to go
a new begining
Her heart beat echoing in her head
Oh how i wish i could forget the past
she screams at the top of her lungs
weak and bruised
when will i forget the pain?
when will i be able to get away?
This cant be the end, ive worked to hard
her breathing cuts short
and she begins to fall.
Ive done this all on my own for far to long
Im not sure if anyone can help me
Im a lost cause
Dreams of a life, when she would be free
free of these chains of fear, drugs, worthlessness and pain
my gave is not yet dug
i still have time to fight
i want to be better
but im losing sight
losing sight of my goal
sight of my life
lost all motivation to continue the fight
cold finger tips gripping on to warm skin
i will not loose my friends again
who am i
where have i gone
will i ever find what im looking for?
my longest relationship between me and this drug
abusive friendships
and a lonely heart
untrusting and scared
she twirls her hair
what is going through her mind
only she can tell
my thoughts cant be put into words
and im sinking into the ground
whats next for me
this long road is fading...