Uggghhh

Sep 08, 2006 15:38

I hate how good days always seem to turn bad around this time of day. If it isn't work, it's school or soccer.
No matter what, I'm doing something wrong or not good enough.

I have a freaking 84 in Calculus. Because I got an 81 (with the 10 points, so more like a 71) on the first test. I thought I understood! I got a 103 on the first quiz! What the heck did I do...?! Ugh. 
Just what I need to start off the semester... the "easiest" test we have, I get a flipping 71 on...

I ate 4 big pieces of banana bread today. Plus normal meals and all. I am such a pig. I feel disgusting right now.
Plus it's like, a million degrees in my office. That might contribute to the "disgusting" factor a little bit.

I'm stressed as anything right now. I'm so worried I won't graduate with Honors, or I won't get in to the colleges I want. Or that I will basically screw up my entire life. Because I apparently suck at life.

I want to go home, curl up, and just let everything pass me by. I don't like this "never good enough" thing.

I should probably do my job now. I don't want to get fired on top of everything else. That would really blow.

Later kids...
Corrine
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