Sep 11, 2005 13:30
hey!! How are yall... i hope good.. well im not heres the thing..
you see theres been a bunch of problems in our house... basically all relating to Tammy.. such as money and having fights and all that crap..
well I think my dad kicked her out for goo but, idk because when i tried to ask him guess what he said "you need to shut up cause your gonna get yourself into trouble cause you dont know enough to keep your mouth shut"
well you know what i had to ask because you know i dont know if im gonna be able to live a good life and be able to be happy cause with her being around even if she wasnt saying anything put me in a bad mood so i dont know what to do..
and then this morning in church i realized i dont know if my dads goin to heaven or not... and i try to ask him if he was saved and stuff and hes like " dont ask a stupid question like that , everyones saved when they are born" so i honestly dont know if my dad is goin to heaven and i hate the fact that i dont know or not and i cant do anything about it cause everytime i try to talk to him about it he yells at me..
those are the 2 main problems in my life , which are pretty big problems so if yall could just keep my family in your prayers that would help alot and give me some word of advice to you know keep me strong cause i dont know if i will be able to stay strong through all this stuff ....
and i still need advice on the guy and carmen no im not just gonna stop talking to him.. sorry i cant to do that ..I want to be his friend so im not just gonna do that
and yea i understand that no one is worth my tears and the person who is wont make me cry.... but i cant help it... even though i say im not gonna cry i keep crying
but enough of that... ummmmm... i guess thats all i really gotta say so yea bye
♥ gretchen
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