Aug 27, 2005 03:06
it feels like the end of the world is August 30th @ 12 am on the dot. i am not looking forward to school whatsoever. ya you get to see people that you dont normally see in the summer, but after you see them once, you're gonna say, "was that really worth it?".. Then you're gonna wish you could still be in bed sleeping at that time. i guess the first week of school isnt that bad but just wait till the second week.. then the THIRD week and then the rest of the whole year. gosh how depressing.
man i am so sick of being my grandmas little biotch. their was a whole bunch of grandma drama yesterday. it is WAY to long to type, but i do EVERYTHING for her just because im the only one in my fam right now with no job, and ever since november when i got a car shes been on me like no other. And since its summer (well not for long) but she knows i have no excuse to not go over there. Even if i have plans to do something with somebody that day she will get all huffy if i cant drop everything and go over her house to do a whole bunch of unecisary stuff for her like taking her to a flee market or the salvation army. Or getting her 400 bucks worth of groceries all by myself, then having to come over a month later over her house to throw all this crap i bought for her away because its all spoiled cuz she buys TOO much stuff when she dont need it. And if i tell her no, i cant do something for her then she will get all pissed off and go down the list and call everyone in my family and tell them how im such an ungrateful grandchild, and how i dont care about anyone but myself and all this bs. it's getting so annoying and yesterday was the first time i actually gave granny a peice of my mind.. which i thought got through to her until i had to go over there today.. GRRR
yesterday i went to go see that ashlee simpson movie. egh.. it sucked. its funny how such talentless people can make it to the big time. ha
well my mom might be getting me a job at the good old craft store michaels. i have an interview tomorrow but since my mumsy in the manager there shes gonna push it back for me so i can go school shopping with her tomorrow=) im excited to go school shopping in a way, but i know every year i gain like 43928409 more pounds so i get that much more pissed off trying stuff on. I ussualy cry in the fitting room for 5 minutes of each store i go into. how exciting.
well go me. i think im offically getting good at the guitar. i can sit in my room for hours and mess with that thing. i have no idea what chords im playing for most of em but hey, it sounds pretty good.