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I was in the hospital last friday and saturday.....
I had to deliver my little boy. He didn't make it through the pregnancy. 16 weeks 1 day. I'm very sad and pray everynight. I wanted to blame so many people. But you can't do that, no one made him die it's just gods way of saying he wanted him and something was wrong. I wasn't allowed at school or work all week and the dr. is iffy about my going back. I just want my life back i just keep falling apart and tired of trying to explain to people what happened.
I found it funny though only 10 people called me worrying about where i was and asked if i was okay. So i decided those are real friends. People are taking shit saying augie and I broke up and blah blah blah blah you know high school.
I had to deliver my little boy. He didn't make it through the pregnancy. 16 weeks 1 day. I'm very sad and pray everynight. I wanted to blame so many people. But you can't do that, no one made him die it's just gods way of saying he wanted him and something was wrong. I wasn't allowed at school or work all week and the dr. is iffy about my going back. I just want my life back i just keep falling apart and tired of trying to explain to people what happened.
I found it funny though only 10 people called me worrying about where i was and asked if i was okay. So i decided those are real friends. People are taking shit saying augie and I broke up and blah blah blah blah you know high school.