May 27, 2005 16:34
Errg... I just want today to be overrr...
"Think about this... You may not realize it, but it's 100% true.
1. At least 2 people in this world LOVE you so much they would DiE for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A SMiLE from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special&unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you BELiEVE in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. FORGET about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a GREAT FRiEND, take the time to let them know that they are great. add this as a comment to ten of ur friends tonight and at midnight your true love will find you. Something good will happen to you at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed with 10 years of bad luck!!"
so yeaa.. ive been thinking about one person all day and all night even in ym sleep and it sickening.. well not really i like thinking about them its just like umm ok why am i repeatly thinking about this one person.. and i dont want tonight to happen well yes i do i want tonight but i dont want to feel <> and i think ive dug a hole too deep for myself to climb out of i think im feeling ****** () im annoyed with myself for feeling this wayy b/c im like ok things arnt gonna work and if they do its only gonna be until september.. i dont want a summer get together.. i want a 4 season, one on one, lets make things work get together and i think im playing with my own emotions not anyone elses.. one second i like this person n the next i like that person but all in all i like one person n its not liek heyy i like you.. like high school like like im 17 and i like someone.. like i LIIIKE someone.. A LOT and i cant like say things like this outloud so it have to write them down.. u kno who i have to talk to ? LAURA i can like look at her n say 3 things that sum up what im thinking and shell know what i mean..
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY LAURA I LOVE YOU BUNCHES AND BUNCHES AND MORE THEN THAT.. DONT JUST GO WAISTING ALL YOUR MONEY ON PORN.. THEY SAY THE BEST PORN IS PRON THAT IS MADE FIRST HAND OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT.. WHOOT!!
ok that all for now im doing this again wen i come home.. OnEEEE
<3 amylee