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sooo today was a little better..i guess but just a little. i talked to lisa for a little n we straightened everything out even tho we both already knew everything was fine but other people thought we still didnt like eachother for some reason. i also just talked to christina..i never hated her or even disliked her but i kno she thought that all last year bcz we didnt talk to eachother at all..im happy everythings straightened out..ive known those girls for such a long time and whatever happened is in the past now.
you know how everything comes crashing down all at once?..for some reason i feel like thats gonna happen to me soon just bcz nothing really bad has happened lately...i hope things dont change bcz im actually pretty happy with the way my life is right now and i get so use to things being on way like hanging out with certain people and it just gets comfortable and i start to depend on those people..i guess ive just been thinking alot lately about last year n stuff and how alot changed all at once for me n i really didnt know what to do for awhile..i just dont want that to happen again.
i cant wait for the weekend..but i really dont want to be involved in any drama..i just hope if theres drinking then some girls will control themselves..it really drives me crazy when girls drink and they get all stupid..or they get drunk so they can have an excuse to act slutty, and then they act all innocent when they arent drunk..there not fooling anyone..i just cant let it bother me.
i wish kim wasnt grounded..i really wanna hang out with her tonight..but whatever i think im hanging out with paige so maybe that will be fun
i dont feel like writting anymore
you know how everything comes crashing down all at once?..for some reason i feel like thats gonna happen to me soon just bcz nothing really bad has happened lately...i hope things dont change bcz im actually pretty happy with the way my life is right now and i get so use to things being on way like hanging out with certain people and it just gets comfortable and i start to depend on those people..i guess ive just been thinking alot lately about last year n stuff and how alot changed all at once for me n i really didnt know what to do for awhile..i just dont want that to happen again.
i cant wait for the weekend..but i really dont want to be involved in any drama..i just hope if theres drinking then some girls will control themselves..it really drives me crazy when girls drink and they get all stupid..or they get drunk so they can have an excuse to act slutty, and then they act all innocent when they arent drunk..there not fooling anyone..i just cant let it bother me.
i wish kim wasnt grounded..i really wanna hang out with her tonight..but whatever i think im hanging out with paige so maybe that will be fun
i dont feel like writting anymore