Oct 28, 2004 15:00
heyy i had a bad day! me n cory have nuthin in common. we still wuv each other a bunch but we never find nething to talk about. i luv cory and i have feelings for ryan.. ahh! this morning me n ry met up with each other early. he put his arm around my waist and i took it off and said i have cory. so he took me to the part of the bldg thats empty and sat down on a chair..and pulled me towards him and held my hand. but i let go cuz of cory... but i rly wanted to kiss him.. even tho i have cory. i mean i wouldnt eveeeeer cheat on cory but i wanted to let yall kno how i feel!! so i need sum advice on wut to do and how to tell them wut i feel.. idk!! im so confused. at lunch cory and i sat 2gether w. amanda n stuff and we held hands! it was so cute. his friend said, "ur like me. the only time ur on ur gf is when yall r havin sex." then amanda said, "THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN!! LOL" and of course i had to add, "YOU NEVERRRR KNO!! LMAO" and i was laughin and so red!! then his friend high fived him. ohhhh babi i wanna do cory!! lmao ttyl*******