Jun 07, 2005 00:03
i havent been on here forever! lemme do a quick update b4 i go to bed. im no longer with ryan. i broke up with him 2 weeks ago. i wanna get over him. it hurt us both so bad. i luv him so much. but we wouldnt b able to c each other much and that i wanted 2 get over him.. him and i both know we cant work this out. he told rach that hed dump her for me the first time we were goin out. it got to me so i confronted him about it and he totally denied it :-\ soo yeah. i havent talked 2 him since we broke up. now im with josh..
mommy and aaron (my step bro) came up to jax... i wanted 2 stay the summer with them down n tampa. but my daddy n gma said no. so i walked out.. with 5 shirts n 3 pants no more.. no makeup.. no nuthin.. idk wut i wuz thinkin. my gma said i cant come back. so i guess i live down n tampa now. i luv it here:) freedom.. niiiice family... its just awesome. my own room. i luv it. my only dilemma is missing my friends.. and my daddy. i never wanted 2 hurt him but i couldnt stay after that hell i caused 2day. it wuz like world war 3. if i wouldve stayed i wouldnt hear the end of it... ever. but its fun down here
im gonna start updating this mre often so ull kno about my life! i have new ix of me up on myspace
www.myspace.com/carmenangel
LUV UUUU!