well well
arrrrgggg i hate friday nights well not usually but tonight i do b/c um...hello hi who is home on a friday night like a loser?? ME, YUP YUP THATS ME how cool am i? wait no don't answer that lol....anyways omg i am soooooo like not confused and not sad but somewhere in the middle ever since alex told me bout this whole andy thing im like grossed out not that i should be b/c theres nothing wrong with him its just i really don't think of him more then a friend and i don't think i EVER will! like i said theres nothing wrong with him its just its andy and i dunno i could never think of him like that and i am sooo like confused why he thinks i like him is it b/c i always say i love you? b/c hello hi if you know me then you know that i say i love you like 0948759823469709507 times a day to everyone lol its just who i am! maybe i should stop? or maybe he just takes it the wrong way? or i dunno but i just wanted to make it clear that i don't like him and its nothing against him its just yeah you get it but anyways moving on.....i really want to be at the football game right now!!! you have no idea lol my mom comes back monday at around 7:00 pm so that is exiting!! isn't it!? lol and wow someone most definatly hit my ass today realy realy hard it hurt like a muther fudger(lol)!!! but yeah i know it wasn't nigel...so i guess it was joe but i just dunno why he slapped me he never did before so why would he start now??so ray you called me mean today?? and i kinda don't know why i mean i havn't done anything to you lately have i and i havn't said i hated you in like the longest time ever b/c i know you don't like it!!! so yeah you want to talk about mean??? when i make you cry then i will be under the mean catagory until then that is most definatly your catagory!! so i officially don't like anyone...isn't that exiting? lol i hate likeing ppl b/c it never works out i mean its always not only sometimes but ALWAYS turns into the biggest ordeal ever! and ppl lose friends i think that is dumb b/c you will always need your friends but some stupid crush won't mean anything to you a few years from now! npow if it more then some stupid crush i understand why but i still don't think you should loose friends over it anywho i am going to bicounce lol byeeee P.S. noel- lol "what thats bull shizzle!!!"