`Sometime`s life put`s us in a place we dn`t wanna be in-
*Hey*
-What's up?!*Nothn much here just tlkn to Whittney Thompson* on yahoo messeger &* thinkin alot..God-so much has been goin on &* I dn't even kno where to start..Well today's tha 18th &* well Cameron* sure wanted me to know bout it also he had to call &* remind me bout it cuz it's tha day we got togetha..I mean I won't lie Cameron* is alway's gonna be a part of my life but not in a relationship..That's not gonna happen I love Canaan* &* he would neva put me trou what Cameron's* puttin me trou..This is my life &* sometime's I think it's so messed up but I kno ppl has it so much harder than I do I just dn't kno thou I mean there's day's I just wanna die &* really do think bout it sometime's but than I think I can't do that to my friend's * &* family*..I mean everything has been goin good &* than Cameron* had to start with me again &* try to make me feel bad for em* &* that's not gonna happen..But n/e way's I'll get over it sooner than latr..But n/e way's I'll update some bout my day &* what else has been goin on..Well school was kool today I guess we didn't do much of n/e thing..1st-Block..We didn't do n/e thing got our classes for nxt year..2ed-Block..Nothn.I sat out..3ed-Block..Nothn..I read on my book some &* tlkd to John..4th-Block..Took a test &* tlkd to Jayme*..Here-..Nothn much just on here &* tlkn..This evening I got to go to Judy's* cuz I got to get er* to do something with my dress cuz it's to long..There are only 11 day's until prom &* I can't wait..I kno that everything is gonna work out really good...I mean I love Canaan* &* I can't wait til I get to be with em*..Well n/e way's I just can't wait..But Jayme* is coming up my house tomar &* staying with me til Monday* &* I really hope &* pray that we dn't fight..I dn't think that we will but I'm just praying we dn't..We also have a fild trip Friday* &* we're goin to "Bay Mt. Park" &* to tha Mall (Tha real reason Jayme* &* I are goin) but god, I kno it's gonna be fun I just kno it..Well n/e way's I'm just waitin on Jayme* to get here cuz she has to bring er* thing's up here tonite where she won't have to tomar...But n/e way's I gues everything is working out okay for me..But n/e way's I'm gonna go &* do some other thing's around tha house or just set around more than likely..But Lve em*/Cmnt/Message/Call..
I LoVe yoU,
`Shoutout's-
Canaan*-Hey babi,I dn't kno what I'd do without you &* today of all day's everything has been goin wrong but when I was tlkn to Whittney* I relized how much I Love You* &* wanna be with you..I'm alway's here for you no matta what or who..I can't wait til prom we're gonna be so *h-o-t-t*..lol..But n/e way's I Love You.
-What's up?!*Nothn much here just tlkn to Whittney Thompson* on yahoo messeger &* thinkin alot..God-so much has been goin on &* I dn't even kno where to start..Well today's tha 18th &* well Cameron* sure wanted me to know bout it also he had to call &* remind me bout it cuz it's tha day we got togetha..I mean I won't lie Cameron* is alway's gonna be a part of my life but not in a relationship..That's not gonna happen I love Canaan* &* he would neva put me trou what Cameron's* puttin me trou..This is my life &* sometime's I think it's so messed up but I kno ppl has it so much harder than I do I just dn't kno thou I mean there's day's I just wanna die &* really do think bout it sometime's but than I think I can't do that to my friend's * &* family*..I mean everything has been goin good &* than Cameron* had to start with me again &* try to make me feel bad for em* &* that's not gonna happen..But n/e way's I'll get over it sooner than latr..But n/e way's I'll update some bout my day &* what else has been goin on..Well school was kool today I guess we didn't do much of n/e thing..1st-Block..We didn't do n/e thing got our classes for nxt year..2ed-Block..Nothn.I sat out..3ed-Block..Nothn..I read on my book some &* tlkd to John..4th-Block..Took a test &* tlkd to Jayme*..Here-..Nothn much just on here &* tlkn..This evening I got to go to Judy's* cuz I got to get er* to do something with my dress cuz it's to long..There are only 11 day's until prom &* I can't wait..I kno that everything is gonna work out really good...I mean I love Canaan* &* I can't wait til I get to be with em*..Well n/e way's I just can't wait..But Jayme* is coming up my house tomar &* staying with me til Monday* &* I really hope &* pray that we dn't fight..I dn't think that we will but I'm just praying we dn't..We also have a fild trip Friday* &* we're goin to "Bay Mt. Park" &* to tha Mall (Tha real reason Jayme* &* I are goin) but god, I kno it's gonna be fun I just kno it..Well n/e way's I'm just waitin on Jayme* to get here cuz she has to bring er* thing's up here tonite where she won't have to tomar...But n/e way's I gues everything is working out okay for me..But n/e way's I'm gonna go &* do some other thing's around tha house or just set around more than likely..But Lve em*/Cmnt/Message/Call..
I LoVe yoU,
`Shoutout's-
Canaan*-Hey babi,I dn't kno what I'd do without you &* today of all day's everything has been goin wrong but when I was tlkn to Whittney* I relized how much I Love You* &* wanna be with you..I'm alway's here for you no matta what or who..I can't wait til prom we're gonna be so *h-o-t-t*..lol..But n/e way's I Love You.