Jul 21, 2005 01:12
maybe I'm wrong, but I'm pretty sure life isn't supposed to hurt like this........im so stressed i feel like puking, no im not annorexic or anything so don't even let it cross your fuckin' mind, and why am i so stressed? I couldn't tell you even if i tried (which i won't), i hate the way i am, i freak out for no reason at all and it's all because of what goes on in my messed up head...im stupid beyond reason (ask anyone), and if you made a list of my faults it would go for a couple miles...i can't help but put myself down, i don't know wut else to do when i have a problem, anyway i probably won't even remember that i wrote this, but yeah i think im gonna go have some plasant nightmares...goodnight♥