Apr 15, 2005 21:42
yeah my hormones are goin nuts and i have a rainbow of emotions goin around and yeah i wish i just had somebody to hold right now or at least somebody to sit and talk to, i feel so lonely right now and i don't know why lol im so pathetic i wish somebody would just walk up to me and slap me in the face and say "get over it!!", im so down right now and i feel really depressed and no matter wut i do it doesn't seem to be going away. My friends and the people around me keep saying i've changed and am acting different and i feel so bad cuz i don't know how to change it, and i know that im hurting them but i can't do anything about it. maybe im just better off leaving everything and everybody b/c all i seem to do is hurt the people i love until they leave me, if anybody i've hurt is reading this im srry from the bottom of my heart, i don't know wut is wrong with me, but im trying to change it, im srry :(