May 29, 2007 02:56
okay, so apparently im pissing everyone off to the point where they all hate me. ive got no clue why im doing this. honestly i dont. i realized this tonight when everyone was just attacking me from every angle.
brandi is telling me that everyone doesnt hate me and that they are just annoyed with me. i know that its different.
they all think im a whore. tony and rommel keep calling me knucks... and its pissing me off. im not her. i look nothing like her, i act nothing like her, i dont sleep with friends in the group. its not my thing.
ugh, ive got so much on my mind, but i have no one to talk to because well, everyone of my friends is doing something or they wont talk to me. they will tell me to get over myself and to shut the fuck up.
i hate feeling like this. i know that im depressed, and right now nothing can help it.