there is a regina george in everyone.

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wow i need to watch mean girls today. so in school the sophmore girls had a meeting for picking a new uniform skirt. then we got another speech. basically a guidance councelor came and said she was sick of the phone calls from parents, teachers, and complaints from students about how mean our class is. and i think i may have been one of the only few who took it seriously. which is extremely sad because i know i can be mean but im definitely not the cause for that. the even sadder thing is that some girls are in denial thet they're the cause. one of these people happend to be a girl who i went to the same guidance councelor to talk about at the begginning of the year. a girl who i have never heard talk about anything beside dissing someone else or gossiping. and i know people in our grade think theyre the effing shit if they dont take this seriously. and they are pathetic enough to make themselves feel better by making someone else feel like shit. idk maybe im just over sensitive. like the smallest thing can make/ruin my day.  but even a lot of the seniors hate our class because of this bullshit. i think the worst thing is to hear something somebody said behind your back. because thats what they REALLY think of you. and thats our biggest problem. there are so many fake people that will be nice to you one day, talk shit about you the next. and they dont even realize how pathetic theyre being. oh and ignoring someone...thats cute too. how you some people feel so good about not talking to someone that their friends dont like. last time i checked we werent 11. people dont have cooties anymore! nobody, no matter how weird, creepy, nerdy, dumb, shy, or even someone whose slutty or bitchy, should have to combe to school feeling miserable and worrying 'oh whos talking about me today?' or 'will anyone talk to me at all today?'. its not fair. for anyone. and no i do not think that everyone should go compliment everyone and never get mad and start painting rainbows and butterflies on the wall. theres always gonna be drama. everyone has something wrong with them. we knew since we were 4 that we are not perfect. were gonna make mistakes. were gonna talk about people. were gonna get talked about. but the unneccessary bitchy comments are just plain pathetic. do you really need to call someone a dyke, or a bitch, or a slut, or ulgy, or stupid, or anything like that, for no other reason then to make yourself feel better. or maybe just to make them feel like shit. i believe in karma and if this keeps up. our class is in for a whole lot more drama. and for those people are able to defend people that arent able to defend themselves, then thats the type of person worth being friends with. i dont hate the people who treat people like shit, i pity them. cuz one day they'll be the ones who have all their friends turn on them.

okay so that was super long! and i did have a bad day. but i wasnt treated like crap or anything. and no ones talked shit about me (that ive heard of) today. but that talk this morning made me think. and i definitely think some people need a reality check.