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I've been super busy lately, but only because I'm just so awesome at procrastinating.
SO behind in all my classes. bldshgvbaj.lgehvalEvb.
I'm trying not to care.
So I stayed up late-ish and got up early-ish to read Topaze for the test that was supposed to be today. Teacher didn't end up being there so test was moved to tomorrow. MAYOST WAS THE SUB. I thought he had retired or whatever. I was looking forward to never seeing him again, but no. He's such an asswipe. Constantine was talking so he told Tristan to move to the other side of the classroom. Tristan obviously wouldn't because he had no reason to because he wasn't talking, but Mayost insisted that he move or else he was going to call a VP. Mrs Alexander had to come and escort Tristan to the office. And then Will asked if he could get one of his books and Mayost was just like 'Nuh huh' but then a couple of minutes later Sarah asked to go get of of her books and he let her. What bullshit. Will fought and Mayost said he could get his book but he had to spend the rest of teh class in the hall. WHAT THE HELL. I don't know how I survived with him for a whole semester. I really don't.
My iPod arrived today. This makes me happy. I got it engraved so that it says 'We Seemed The Perfect Song" on the back. It's Kurt Halsey.
I'm going to be in Toronto on the 26th-27th. It feels like I haven't been there in FOREVER. But in reality, only since July... Which I suppose has been longer than I'm used to. My dad says that I should go to University in Toronto and live with him. Noooooooooooooo way am I doing that. I am not going to live with him. When I was there in July, I was going to hang out with my friend Cory and my dad was like "He has to come here and get you and come up and meet me. That's what a real gentleman would do." And when I refused he almost wouldn't let me go. I want to be free to do whatever I want when I'm done high school. I want to be able to take nighttime walks and go out for fast food with a friend in the middle of the night or be able to smoke and drink without having to worry. I want to be careless and stupid.
Wow, when thinking about what I wanted to do without worrying about parents getting mad at me, I didn't even think about having sex. I really am loosing my touch, aren't I? I wonder if I'm gonna graduate high school a virgin. I kinda want to. It be nice to show that much restraint or whatever. But that's only if it's my choice. If I graduate a virgin because no one is willing to have sex with me... Well, that's a different story.
I wonder if I'm going to be in a relationship this year? If I am, hopefully it'll last more than three weeks. What the fuck is with that? I really am commitment-phobic, aren't I? Ahhh. That sucks. But yeah. I want a nice, sweet relationship with like, dates to museums and sunset watching and snuggling while watching tv. I don't know. No one really interests me, and I'm too socially awkward to make friends outside of school. So, yeah. I'm stuck.
Well, I'm off to do HOMEWORK. It sucks. Suckity suck sucks.
SO behind in all my classes. bldshgvbaj.lgehvalEvb.
I'm trying not to care.
So I stayed up late-ish and got up early-ish to read Topaze for the test that was supposed to be today. Teacher didn't end up being there so test was moved to tomorrow. MAYOST WAS THE SUB. I thought he had retired or whatever. I was looking forward to never seeing him again, but no. He's such an asswipe. Constantine was talking so he told Tristan to move to the other side of the classroom. Tristan obviously wouldn't because he had no reason to because he wasn't talking, but Mayost insisted that he move or else he was going to call a VP. Mrs Alexander had to come and escort Tristan to the office. And then Will asked if he could get one of his books and Mayost was just like 'Nuh huh' but then a couple of minutes later Sarah asked to go get of of her books and he let her. What bullshit. Will fought and Mayost said he could get his book but he had to spend the rest of teh class in the hall. WHAT THE HELL. I don't know how I survived with him for a whole semester. I really don't.
My iPod arrived today. This makes me happy. I got it engraved so that it says 'We Seemed The Perfect Song" on the back. It's Kurt Halsey.
I'm going to be in Toronto on the 26th-27th. It feels like I haven't been there in FOREVER. But in reality, only since July... Which I suppose has been longer than I'm used to. My dad says that I should go to University in Toronto and live with him. Noooooooooooooo way am I doing that. I am not going to live with him. When I was there in July, I was going to hang out with my friend Cory and my dad was like "He has to come here and get you and come up and meet me. That's what a real gentleman would do." And when I refused he almost wouldn't let me go. I want to be free to do whatever I want when I'm done high school. I want to be able to take nighttime walks and go out for fast food with a friend in the middle of the night or be able to smoke and drink without having to worry. I want to be careless and stupid.
Wow, when thinking about what I wanted to do without worrying about parents getting mad at me, I didn't even think about having sex. I really am loosing my touch, aren't I? I wonder if I'm gonna graduate high school a virgin. I kinda want to. It be nice to show that much restraint or whatever. But that's only if it's my choice. If I graduate a virgin because no one is willing to have sex with me... Well, that's a different story.
I wonder if I'm going to be in a relationship this year? If I am, hopefully it'll last more than three weeks. What the fuck is with that? I really am commitment-phobic, aren't I? Ahhh. That sucks. But yeah. I want a nice, sweet relationship with like, dates to museums and sunset watching and snuggling while watching tv. I don't know. No one really interests me, and I'm too socially awkward to make friends outside of school. So, yeah. I'm stuck.
Well, I'm off to do HOMEWORK. It sucks. Suckity suck sucks.